entry ini adalah tribute kepada hafizuddin abd hady...kawan saya yang saya sangat sayang
sebenarnya nak cari gambar judin dan saya,tapi tak jumpa..judin pulang ke rahmatullah pada jumaat(25.09.09)..sangat tak sangka bila hazimin telefon saya bagitau kehilangan judin..baru je seminggu sebelumnya saya bersembang dengan judin through ym..dia merajuk sebab tak bagitau pasal majlis tunang saya..dia banyak kali kata,dia pasti datang kalau saya ajak..=(
sedihnya...nak tulis ni pon still rasa sedih..tak sempat jumpa judin buat kali terakhir..sebelum dia balik malaysia,sepatutnya kami berjumpa..tapi ,asyik ade je aral yang datang..=(
judin,seorang sahabat rapat saya yang hatinya baik..sangat ambil berat hal saya dan kawan2 nya..
dialah yang menolong saya pindah dari bingen ke wolfsburg
dialah yang bertanya khabar saya setiap minggu
dialah yang tunggu saya di airport untuk bantu bawa beg yang berat pulang ke bingen
dialah yang temankan saya belajar sama sama
dialah yang ingatkan saya bila saya lupa dan perlukan semangat
dialah yang sediakan tempa tidur untuk saya bila saya perlu study lewat di rumah mereka
dialah yang masak untuk saya dan kummern kan hal saya bila kami kene siapkan kons sampai lewat malam
dialah yang selalu tegur saya dengan wawawawa di ym
dia selalu ambil berat hal saya...saya sedih dia pulang dulu...
saya doakan dia masuk syurga..jiwa bersih macam judin..saya doa dia masuk syurga..amin
Daisypath Anniversary tickers
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds
it's been a while since i mention my work in here..well,nothing much has change..i still sit at the same corner of the office,my salary is still the same..work load changes with time and i still learn something new everyday..
One of my kollege telah involve in an aircraft project in Hamburg ..Martin,he is nice,i like him..he likes to just menyebok with my work or left cute flower drawing on my table or just imitate me..both he n haresh like to make fun of me but that's ok because i do need that kind of distraction sometimes...i dont know if he is happy with that Hamburg decision..for me,i guess..i like to travel here and there..learn new stuff..be in a new place..but,somehow..it seems like there's always have to do with office politic in every big boss decision..i just actually plain don't care as long as my ass did not get burn..but sometimes,it is obvious..i think it is the same everywhere,i dont care that much because i never felt belonging here anyway,but if i work in Malaysia,i dont think that i can tolerate office politic that much..
i sometimes plain hate people who like to kutuk orang lain..these people can not be trust.It is as simple as that.If a person bitching other people behind their back,what make you think that this person will not bitching about you behind your back..i have one kollegin yang begini..i sometimes just want to say to her,'shut up..just let people be!you are not great either..' (wah,emonya azura..tapi confirm la tak cakap kan..so cakap kat sini jela)tu sebabnya saya tak suka nak kutuk orang,sebab i know,maybe i am worst than that person in other department..dan macamla bagus sangat nak pandang rendah orang lain..kan?
i lost much interest in work nowadays..i wonder why..today is monday,first day of the week and i already felt tired of all the work..recently,i tend to lost my motivation quite easily..this morning,i have to again pujuk myself to get up from bed..victor left the company this month..i think he was more interested and dedicated to this job than me..i was surprise..i just hope that i get enough bonus and raise in my salary by next year..if not,i strongly believe i will do the same..
One of my kollege telah involve in an aircraft project in Hamburg ..Martin,he is nice,i like him..he likes to just menyebok with my work or left cute flower drawing on my table or just imitate me..both he n haresh like to make fun of me but that's ok because i do need that kind of distraction sometimes...i dont know if he is happy with that Hamburg decision..for me,i guess..i like to travel here and there..learn new stuff..be in a new place..but,somehow..it seems like there's always have to do with office politic in every big boss decision..i just actually plain don't care as long as my ass did not get burn..but sometimes,it is obvious..i think it is the same everywhere,i dont care that much because i never felt belonging here anyway,but if i work in Malaysia,i dont think that i can tolerate office politic that much..
i sometimes plain hate people who like to kutuk orang lain..these people can not be trust.It is as simple as that.If a person bitching other people behind their back,what make you think that this person will not bitching about you behind your back..i have one kollegin yang begini..i sometimes just want to say to her,'shut up..just let people be!you are not great either..' (wah,emonya azura..tapi confirm la tak cakap kan..so cakap kat sini jela)tu sebabnya saya tak suka nak kutuk orang,sebab i know,maybe i am worst than that person in other department..dan macamla bagus sangat nak pandang rendah orang lain..kan?
i lost much interest in work nowadays..i wonder why..today is monday,first day of the week and i already felt tired of all the work..recently,i tend to lost my motivation quite easily..this morning,i have to again pujuk myself to get up from bed..victor left the company this month..i think he was more interested and dedicated to this job than me..i was surprise..i just hope that i get enough bonus and raise in my salary by next year..if not,i strongly believe i will do the same..
Saturday, September 19, 2009
selamat hari raya
minta maaf jika ade terkasar bahasa,terguris hati,terkutuk,terkata dan sebagainya..0-0 ya..
have a festive aidilfitri everyone!
Monday, September 14, 2009
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