I never loved nobody fully Always one foot on the ground And by protecting my heart truly I got lost in the sounds

it's been a while since i mention my work in here..well,nothing much has change..i still sit at the same corner of the office,my salary is still the same..work load changes with time and i still learn something new everyday..

One of my kollege telah involve in an aircraft project in Hamburg ..Martin,he is nice,i like him..he likes to just menyebok with my work or left cute flower drawing on my table or just imitate me..both he n haresh like to make fun of me but that's ok because i do need that kind of distraction sometimes...i dont know if he is happy with that Hamburg decision..for me,i guess..i like to travel here and there..learn new stuff..be in a new place..but,somehow..it seems like there's always have to do with office politic in every big boss decision..i just actually plain don't care as long as my ass did not get burn..but sometimes,it is obvious..i think it is the same everywhere,i dont care that much because i never felt belonging here anyway,but if i work in Malaysia,i dont think that i can tolerate office politic that much..

i sometimes plain hate people who like to kutuk orang lain..these people can not be trust.It is as simple as that.If a person bitching other people behind their back,what make you think that this person will not bitching about you behind your back..i have one kollegin yang begini..i sometimes just want to say to her,'shut up..just let people be!you are not great either..' (wah,emonya azura..tapi confirm la tak cakap kan..so cakap kat sini jela)tu sebabnya saya tak suka nak kutuk orang,sebab i know,maybe i am worst than that person in other department..dan macamla bagus sangat nak pandang rendah orang lain..kan?

i lost much interest in work nowadays..i wonder why..today is monday,first day of the week and i already felt tired of all the work..recently,i tend to lost my motivation quite easily..this morning,i have to again pujuk myself to get up from bed..victor left the company this month..i think he was more interested and dedicated to this job than me..i was surprise..i just hope that i get enough bonus and raise in my salary by next year..if not,i strongly believe i will do the same..