hari makan saya..

saya rasa hendak makan sepanjang hari..saya tak tau ape yg terjadi..saya suka makan hari ini.saya sudah makan omelett dan 1.5 biji roti putih yg bulat yg sedap itu,2 paket mamee monster,2 keping caramel cookies(which are sgt sedap),1 teko caramel tea,1 teko kakao,1 mug cappucino dan tetiba saya rasa sangat teringin untuk makan roti bulat putih itu bersama cheese...jadi saya bakar dan saya makan...saya sangat suka roti itu..cheese itu tidak berapa sedap..tidak seperti cheese yg saya selalu makan.nota untuk diri sendiri:jangan beli cheese di aldi lagi..

saya sebenarnya sangat bosan sejak dua jam yang lepas..jadi saya menonton gothica dia mana halle berry berlakon di dalamnya.tetiba,saya hendak dengar lagu itu..ala..litar bunyi(soundtrack) cerita ini..jadi saya cari dlm you tube..tapi saya tak tau tajuk lagu itu.di belakang saya nampaknya gothica telah mula kembali..saya dengar bunyi seram2..saya tetiba rasa takut...hemmmm....nantilah saya sambung cari soundtrack itu.kalau sesapa tahu,sila info saya ya!saya hendak sambung menakutkan diri sendiri...nite nite!

mal sehen

i'm waiting for my nasi tomato to cook ,so here goes my waiting time..

i bought webcam last mittwoch...now my sis can see me eating pizza..

i bought my lil sis usb stick she needs..no mp3..her cd player i gave her is still berfungsi...so no new mp3 darling..

i enjoy pilates right now..

'du wirst dich nach zehn Stunden besser fühlen,nach zwanzig Stunden besser aussehen und nach dreißig Stunden wirst du einen komplett neuen Körper haben..'

hemmm..leh caya ke..?neuen Körper?i want mine look like angelina jolie..can aa??

i want to kerinting kan my rambut...i wonder how i look with curly hair...=P

geram..geram..my anak buah is so cute!!

i feel like picit picit him...sori anyah!love u n faeq!

i don't want no problem ,because me professional

• It's old..i know..but me likey Tokyo Drift soundtrack...the sound of that gong erinnern mie mich an dikir barat...

• yes,i like professional...when it's over..it's over..don't u baby me anymore..

• working with abaqus for leba..lucky me,the tutorial is in english..

• read in utusan yesterday..'jangan salahkan kerajaan terhadap kerunduman sistem pendidikan'..emm,well..i dont know who is there to blame..there's no point of blaming anyone rite?for me..everyone is responsible..when i'm in Malaysia last raya...i've seen this temuramah between our PM and students in UK.Pm asked ape yg bleh di bawak balik dr luar negara nie balik tuk memantapkan lagi sistem pendidikan negara.my conclusions are:

satu:betul seperti kata Dr. Syed Nasrin Syed Zainal Abidin,malaysian students are actually lebih pandai dr all this mat saleh...for me who is almost finished wit my study here in germany..i can see the diff between ours and locals...i think we are more hardworking than them.cuma masalahnya di sini ialah bahasa.kalau lah kata kita boleh bercakap dgn lancar..surely cam emmm..lebih hebat dr diorang..tak ke?huhuhu...so,langkah atasi...students kenelah mahirkan diri dgn english since skang nie negara makin maju and banyak usahasama ngn company international..

dua:ok,me tak faham..some yg bercakap time tu adalah malaysian yg menjadi lecturer kat universiti kat uk..and u hebat2 lak tu...and like Dr Syed Nasrin yg dulu penah jd lec kat usm ..dia kata dia lari sebab birokrasi kat sana..hemmm...i wonder..(well maybe he have family to feed) if u are so semangat nk naikkan bangsa malaysia,nape yg lari?(emm...dia tak baca my blog kan..kang kene saman..mati aku..huhu)masalahnya,ramai yg macam dia..sgtlah pandai tetapi tidak menyumbang kepandaian tu pada negara balik..kalau cam sume lec yg lari nie bergabung and ambik langkah2 tuk ubah sistem pendidikan negara.surely cam ade org akan dengar kan..they are not nobody ..(ingat nk samakan ngn pakcik sapu sampah,tapi pakcik sapu sampah pon sumbody gak kan...)

dua setengah:lebih banyakkan projek tuk students yang involve latest software yang related to the subject..such (for me mechanical students) UG,ABAQUS,MATLAB, and so on..improve english,improve communication,improve teamfähig...

tiga:graduan menganggur tu pulak sebab ape ya?memilih ke?hemmm,pada pendapat saya..

1.kurang kemahiran dalam soal sesi jawab temuduga
2.result cukup makan and there's no special ability
3.kurang kemahiran berbahasa Inggeris
4.tak bace bismillah sblom masuk interview..

and masalah lainlah kot kan..hemmm..me pon takleh nk ckp lebih sgt sebab me pon tak penah lagi mintak interview kerje kat mesia kan..tapi,dr pengalaman nk mintak praktikal kat sini...adalah penting:

1.CV yg mempersonakan..professional i can say
2.pemakaian and personaliti yg ditunjukkan ketika interview
3.baca bismillah and doa bebanyak before pergi tu..

• ingat nk tulis skit je,skali berjela plak..so,now nk pi sambung study ..chiao

daily cup of here and there...

1.went jogging at 6:30 and had a headache at 6:45pm.maybe it's because of the weather or the food or lack of warming up?i think i have a fever coming up..thank God tomorrow no class...i can go bergolek2 atas katil for the whole day ...hemm...i can...but that will be dead boring

2.the usrah went great..i should do it more often..

3.i still don't have plan for this we.the sinki is badly rosak that i can't do the jamuan raya can i? sollte ich ins kino gehen...?

4.there's one time when i told su that i'm worried..because i felt like everything always goes my way..which is great and i trully thanking God for that..Alhamdulillah..but,there's time i can't help myself wondering and feeling a bit scared..what if when the ujian come ..it will be a huge one which i can't hadapi..?but again,Allah will not uji His hamba with sumthing that he can't bear kan?but then ..su said that i am actually sentiasa diuji..it just that sumtimes i did not perasan..hemmm..i guess i am content with my life.again..Alhamdulillah...

4.5.thanks su..for the cake story..i know..u always be there for me....*kuss*

5.I really like to write sumthing clever here...so i'm quoting:

Be willing to have it so. Acceptance of what has happened is the first step to overcoming the consequences of any misfortune.

-William James-
(i like him the most...his quotes made me think 'this man like to think from B to A..the other way round')

live and learn

1.i broke up with him...it's been a week now.. of all the day,today is the day everything bout him came pouring endlessly back to me..the song,the food,the pon and zi,the smell...small-small thing...it hurts..i admit it..

2.love is a very strange feeling....i dont give much thought bout it...i rarely put my guard down..i guess i'm scared ...i know my heart is fragile and i guard it with all my will so that it is not to be broken...

3.i won a silver medal in the bowling competition last weekend..although i admit that i dont menyumbangkan sesen pon for that...anyway,thanks and sorry to fasi,dill and most of all farr...i guess,people will consider 10 x to invite me as their teammate next time..huhu...me pecah rekod ...4 x berturut2 my ball menyapu longkang..:P

4.my yahoo account has been hacked...so,please feel free to add me back at nurulazurashahimi@yahoo.com ok!

5.I'm killing my time watching bleach rite now..

6.feel relieved..I've got my thema für prom and leba already....Alhamdulillah..

presenting penelope cruz

10 things i ....

1.i have a strange dream this morning and i woke up with tears in my eyes...

2.i seriously have to start changing mode..no more holiday mode..

3.can't wait for my furniture from ikea to arrive..

4.i have a new plant..and its an orchid..i love my penelope cruz!i hope it would not die..at least for a few months...bitte bitte...

5.i've made up my mind..i'll be mengikuti jejak langkah lorelai..(but seriously,do i wait?i don't remember waiting..)

6.i want cili api..i want..i want..need to go to asia shop on monday.

7.my bericht kene puji...alhamdulillah..

8.he asked me....did i have a new boyfriend when i'm in malaysia?did i?

9.du gefällst mir...and i remember melting...(ok,me sound stupid...)

10.i hate kons...

gg

Linny: So, what you gonna do? Only you can make you wait. Nobody else can. You need to decide what you want and what you're willing to give up to get it. And then you've got to be okay with that. Or you've got to be okay with waiting.

Lorelai: I could lose him if I pushed too hard.

Linny: You don't really seem to have him now. At least not the way you want to have him. You won't get anything unless you ask for it. Then if you ask for it and you don't get it, maybe it wasn't worth having in the first place. Some things are just never meant to be. No matter how much we wish they were.

Lorelai: Can only imagine what you could do if you had a couch.

i just love gilmore girls...