yang ni ke yang tu?

bismillah,

salam hari jumaat..cewah..dah macam berita la plak kan
lama giler kot tak mengupdate blog ni..slalu ada je idea nak tulis,tapi..malas giler nak taip kat tab and iphone..keypad tak best..bile tekan tak de bunyi2 cam if tekan keyborad biasa..so,bila hazimin takde,barula ade mood nak update blog sebab bleh taip kat keyboard laptop dia..huhu

kan bulan lepas cam mood merundum kan..lepas tu,tetiba semangatla nak buat perubahan dalam hidup..makanya,saya pon apply la kerja baru..hehe...actually rasa gatal2 je..saja nak sedapkan hati..dari merungut and tak ambil tindakan,at least dah ambil tindakan kan..so,applyla dua company ni..both untuk stelle simulation engineer..work scope samala cam sekarang ni..

pastu tup tup..dua2 company panggil interview..Alhamdulillah..bila interview,dua2 company cam okla..pastu..seminggu lepas tu..dua2 company bagi offer letter..hah sudah..tak tau nk pilih mana..ke nak stay je kat keje skang ni..haa..amik kau..dilemma terus..

so,semalam bincangla ngan knut..dia katala,company edag takleh lah bagi sampai cam company semcon ni..tinggi sangat dia kata..takpe,kita bincang hari isnin dia kata..saya nak cuba mintak kat bos besar tuk naikkan gaji awak..skali,tadi dia panggil gi bilik dia..pastu,dia pon promotela itu ini..nak bagi premier geld la..nak bagi dienstreise balik mesia la..nak bagi project us la...banyakla janji manis dia..so,lagi tambah confuse..

Tadi mak msg,tanya camne..dh bincang ngan bos ke?kata dah...bos ckp camtu camni.pastu mak kata,tu semua janji takde hitam putih..kat comp br tu,environment br,dah mmg pasti gaji tinggi..betul gak tu kan..skali kalau harap2..tgk bos bagi alasan itu ini..by that time,nk lari gi company baru dah too late...hemm,takpela..nnti nk tunggu isnin,tgk knut nk offer gaji bape..and than,bincang ngan cik suami pulak... Amik kau,kan pening!huhu

Mari layan gambar si comel sudah....

Random

A few random things i have learned in my life..

you have to work for something to make it go your way

jangan kutuk orang,dalam sekelip mata anda boleh jadi sama seperti orang yang dikutuk

be nice to your parents .. they are the only people who love you with all their heart

if you want something, ask for it..people can not read your mind

if you have a problem..discuss about it and find a solution..problem will not be solve by ignoring it

love and enjoy your life..you dont know what will happen in the future

:)

Of NoT IN the Mood

Bismillah

Dari semalam saya adalah not in the mood of anything.The only thing that did cheer me up is the boy.He is starting to learn how to walk and rarely sit these days.He likes to snuggle with me, just the two of us..staring on the dancing leaves outside of the window.Peaceful lovely time.I really enjoy this time with him..i do know that this time will not come back and in a blink of eye he will be too cool and macho to snuggle with his mama.

The boy got a skin infections last weekend. The doctor said it is because of sun and sand and she gave us a cream to treat his skin.Most of the infections are on his hand and saya sangat kesian tengok tangan dia yang berbintik bintik.Today i went for his U6 Untersuchung and he cried all the time we were there.I am afraid he already associated the clinic as a place where stranger poke me and touch me and not so fun..huhu

The weather is a bit cold for any sport activities outdoor lately.I am in the mood for running(jog to be exact) last week but mood itu terbantut pula this week.Luckily i can fit almost all of my pre pregnancy jeans now (phew..after a year)but i still need to loose 2 more kilos to get to my desire weight.Harus disiplin!!

I somehow sometimes dont even know what i want anymore.Lately i found myself trap in a zone of routines and responsible.Everyday i woke up and my goals for the day is only for the day..wake up,prepare haziq,ready for work,send him ,work,pick him up,prepare dinner,have dinner,quality time with baby,watch movie with hubby,surf a bit,prepare haziq for bed,nurse him..got to bed .Everyday the goal is only for the day.My soul dont have the desire to plan ahead and fulfill dreams.I need an appetite for life..maybe i should do like julia robert in eat pray love.Maybe i should change work,maybe i should rest more,maybe i should nurture my soul more.maybe i should .... Nah,i should not complain,life is good..i have 2 good guy here who love me..i should be thankful..but,i just feel something is missing...the spark maybe?
yeah i dont make sense...sense is just not here.. now.. at 1 am.. and menstruating does not help with the mood.