daku tidak lagi perlu menyanyi dendang perantau ini tahun

tomorrow...i will be back as dipl ing nurul azura shahimi..hurraaa!
ketupat dan lemang..daku kembali!!
insyaAllah if rezki murah,i'll be back here in europe ...

i power blogger

dengan rasminya saya sudah menghantar diplomarbeit saya pada hari ini!!!!saya gumbira...alhamdulillah...
tetapi di sebalik keembiraan yang tidak hakiki ini,saya masih ada projek kons yang tidak siap dan perlu disiapkan sebelum jumaat ini..saya adalah tertekan...kerana saya tidak suka konstruktion..=(
janganlah mengeluh wawa...gandakan semangat anda!!!(ayat memberi semangat pada diri sendiri)

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stick with u...ehem ehem....

bling,bling,kcing,kcing

satu habit buruk saya ialah whenever i say to myself..ok wawa,save ur money..beli what u need only...ahaa..in a few seconds..walaah..beg plastik sudah di tangan..apekah ini?rebellion terhadap diri sendiri?

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i watched coffee prince from episodes 1-10 in one day despite all the works in my laptop shouting for my attention..and i am addicted to nasi goreng setelah melihat she ate the kimchi fried rice cooked by him..

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tak sabar plak rasanya nak habis dan bergumbira...ape lepas nie ya?keje?master?kahwin?dubai?belgium?......berserah pada Allah,saya hanya berusaha ..

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standing between peoples you love the most in the world and have to be fair and kind to both parties is hard..i hate hurting people..to make a decision that does not hurt anybody will resulting hurting only my own heart..
in the end,i just want to do what i want to do with my life..you know,i still want to try bungee jumping before i reach 30...

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still,i always believe that my God will not uji someone with something that he/she can not bear...and when u are in a problem,u feel suffocated.not knowing that other people can have worst condition than urs in...friends help you to realize this...keep your friends near....bom chika wawwaa....??

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takziah to my friends who lost their parents and relatives....dariNya kita datang dan kepadaNya kita kembali...simple sentence that touch my heart..love and show ur affection selagi anda berkemampuan..tiada yang kekal kan?

yummy!

believe me..ini adalah sangat sedap hingga daku mengulang ke mcd for two days berturut-turut..and i wonder should i get that yummy burger again today?...ehemm..yang kiri ya..kanan tu bukan ya!

what should i say?

when he asked,tell me about the culture of malaysia.who is your famous writer and film maker.hemm..i was like, what?writer?hemmm.....i don't know.did you know?film maker maybe yasmin ahmad the storyteller is now a good and can be proud of film maker.but writer?do you know any malaysian writer who writes about our culture?i try to find usman awang or shahnon ahmad books but hemm..ranjau sepanjang jalan in english is not something that i will be proud to show him as 'here,this is how malaysian live'..he will get a wrong idea about our culture..he gave me a very good book written by his author and i felt an obligation to give him a good book back.where can i find one when me myself does not even know if we have one?if you know,please tell me..

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we went to narodni divadlo opera on friday..it was so much fun.i never know that opera is that fun..the play is about don giovanni (the kasanova) who causes chaos and wolfgang amadeus mozart plays very well in the opera.i want to see more opera.i'll search one here in frankfurt and invite him next time.

the trip to countryside where we saw the countryhouse museum was enjoyable.the traditional houses,the bee house,the cherry picking,the walk....

he reads a lot..i mean he read useful material.he can built small library with all his books.he is now reading about parallel world.and...i read shopaholic..how?

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i'll have my presentation on 30th of august.work hard,play hard.

We do not know do we?

i am stressed out this week because why?my proff will be coming to visit me on this coming wednesday and as a student under his care,i was asked to give presentation about my thesis in the company.ok,i have to make a few slide show and talk.yes?what a big deal, yes?...NO,it will be less frightening if i should talk in front of matthias and proff,but somehow which i dont know how,all the member of my abteilung will come and see me presenting my thesis which is not due until ende august..apakah?and when abg kenyit mata came to me to see how i progress he told me this and that and it helps me a lot and at the same time freaking me out.i've submitted the presentation to matthias on friday and he also want to see my writing thesis on monday.so,people..don't ask me why am i invisible and like so busy..i am freaking out...actually!
it is one thing to give a presentation and it is onother whole thing to give a presentation to many person who work with what i'm doing right now for 5 years...you know what i'm saying??they know the navier stokes equation by heart...you know what i'm saying??

jumping to another less important and more confusing topic...i just don't know what to do anymore.i don't like to be in the middle of something.love can grow after marriage but guilt can not be erased easily.if you are in relationship,you will be doing dosa and you will feel guilty for it..that is why i dont like to be in a relationship.i prefer distance relationship,but how many people can stand distance relationship??that is why i want my relationship without marriage to be short..we meet,we know each other for 2-3 months,and we get marry.perfect!but..as i did discuss this with some people,they say no..that is not how it should work.you will not know the truth about a person in 2-3 months..yes,i agree..BUT..if i extend the get to know session more than 5 months,i will end up breaking up with that person..if i don't see any future with my partner , it is better to be alone.but now,there is this one person which match my need perfectly..he knows that marriage is important for me (eventhough it is not for him)..so he is not hesitating..he is serious about our relationship and i respect him for that..but it will be complicated..no one trust him even i also have doubts about him.....

so,i just now,berserah pada Allah.kerana Dia yang lebih tahu..and like kunut said,He will not uji me with something that i can't bare..that...i know for sure.

“Dan boleh jadi kamu benci kepada sesuatu padahal ia baik bagi kamu,
dan kamu mungkin sukakan sesuatu, sedangkan ia lebih buruk kepada kamu.
Dan hanya Allah yang mengetahui, sedangkan kamu tidak mengetahui”
(Surah al-Baqarah)-----my favourite ayat .. i always hold this ayat close to my heart.

your type of man:adventurous

You're not into tepid relationships based on routine. You need adventure and you need a man with lots of get-up-and-go. Your love life has probably been complicated in the past because you have very strong emotions.

You know straight away whether a potential suitor has what it takes you keep you satisfied! If he asks you round for a quiet dinner at his place for your first date, you're not likely to show up - but if he suggests a motorbike ride on the beach, or just something a bit different, you're there in a flash.

Just because you like action men doesn't mean you're averse to the sensitive type: these things can co-exist! The man you'll fall in love with has had an interesting and full life, and he's been through lots of tests and challenges.

Your ideal man: Brad Pitt
You can dream together, go off travelling, jet off into the sunset on his motorbike, put the world to rights and take on new challenges....if only it wasn't for Angelina...!

The most important thing: a multi-faceted man with imagination and a strong personality, so that you never get bored.

Your mantra: Why make it simple when you can make it complicated?

Create your own Friend Test here

serious matter

'i think for the most part ,if u really honest with yourself with what you want out of life,life give it to you'...ted in how i met your mother..

'this will be legen...wait for it...dary!'..barney in how i met your mother

oh,i just love this show..=)

put that aside,i'm freaking out about my thesis..

despite the freaking out...i think i am...................happy.

i forgot how this normally works

ya Allah tunjukkanlah aku jalan yang benar.hanya Kaulah yang mengetahui yang terbaik untuk hamba2 mu..aku berserah padaMu ya Allah.

Greco-Roman conception

Love at first sight is an emotional condition whereby a person feels romantic attraction for a stranger on the first encounter with the stranger. The term may be used to refer to a mere sexual attraction or crush, but it usually refers to actually falling in love with someone literally the very first time one sees him or her, along with the deep desire to have intimate relationship with that person. The stranger may or may not be aware that the other person has any such notion, and may not even be aware of the other person's presence (such as in a crowded place). Sometimes two people experience this phenomenon towards each other at the same time, usually when their eyes meet.


can believe ke?

saturday rumba rumbi

i love this weather..rite now rite at this very second..the wind blow gently and lightly.. and the sun shines beautifully...it makes me want to go outside and lay on the green grass with those colorful wild flowers just by my side..imagining it make me smile..

kommt kommt

lately adalah sedikit busy...have started with a real model for my diplomarbeit.zeit geht wirklich schnell..adalah tanpa disangka..sudah bulan 5..did i tell u that we have a new praktikantin..and dia adalah perempuan(kata praktikant IN)..wuhuu..finally,ada juga perempuan sama opis di tempat kerje..dia dr cameroon and br td yang ku tahu dia ade seorang anak..


fluent and gambit adalah dua sw yang digunakan tuk bat my project..and even though dh sebulan bermain2 and buat tutorial..still banyak fn yang ich tak tahu.bila tanya matthias,and dia buat...haiyaaaaaaaa...gila laju...kerje yang aku terkial2 nak buat amik masa 3-4 jam..dia buat dlm masa 20 minit je..rasa sungguh kerdil diriku ini..sometimes,rasa cam nak nyorok bawah meja..during praxis pon camtu,kalau tetibe rasa bodoh..rasa cam nak nyorok bawak meja..tak logik kan..tp,tula perasaan ku..


and today matthias asked me,ok nurul..sehr wichtig..wir machen eine termin..ok,aku pon bawak kuar organiser,kot2 la dia nk bat termin jumpa proff ke ape ke kan..then dia kata..am samstag,aik...ape nk bat samstag??then dia kata..wir haben sommer ferien...awak kene datang(tak wajib pon actually)..erkk...awak tak anmelden lagi kan..robert bgtau saya suruh awak datang..aku pon cam...emmm,dah..dah anmelden dah...(actually vorher tak tahu nk dtg ke tak..sebab selain abg kenyit mata and carsten,sume pon adalah berpangkat..and saya kalau ngn org berpangkat nie..cakap deutsch cam rasa cakap bahasa tamil...=P) so,blan 6 nanti akan berpesta musim panas..i've booked für 2 personen..wanna come anyone?

apekah??

ok,saya suka window shopping lepas balik kerje..rasa cam satu kesyookkann menonton dan menerai barang2 baru selepas penat memerah otak dan minum kopi di opis..

kemudian,tibalah satu hari di mana saya lapar dan mahu beli kebab..jadi,saya masuk dan bestellen..kemudian saya napak ada satu pakcik nie..masuk beli arak dan keluar..
ok,kemudian saya pon keluar dan duduk di meja luar sambil menuggu kebab siap..kemudian,datangla pakcik ini duduk semeja dengan saya(saya tak pandang or bagi mix signal or whatever..dia adalah saiko)..kemudian,memulakan small talk..ok,seriously..i dont mind small talk..only when it comes from orang yang logik...i've been in this situation before..tapi,tak pernah la pulak orang2 itu,sambil bercakap sambil sedikit2 pegang *tut* dia kan..so creepy..what to do ..i still have to wait for my kebab and there were no other place tuk pindah..after my kebab siap..i cabut cepat2 wpon this pakcik sebok nk hantar i balik...

ok,kejadian di atas adalah 2 minggu lepas..

and today,pakcik ini telah mengekori saya...arghhh!!!scary..!!!berapa kali nk cakap lass mich in ruhe..takkan tak paham ruhe maksudnya ape...dah cakap kata saya tak suka awak,skali dia kata tapi saya suka awak...*terbengong sekjap*..apekah??

tobat,tak mau jalan2 bandar rüsselshem selama sebulan...*tsik*tsik*...sedih..=(

suga mama

beyonce adalah HOT!!!i love her since her first album came out a few years ago..i did hafal most of her songs and i downloaded her second album and love most of her new songs..and yesterday,to be in her first concert touring europe adalah satisfaction...

fun weeekend

saya adalah telah melancong ke hannover untuk shopping spree,melawat rakan2 tercinta dan mengisi masa lapang ...hasilnya ialah

-kepuasan jiwa dapat berluahan perasaan bersama rakan2 tercinta
-ketandusan hampir 200 euro
-kegembiraan memakai baju baru,kasut baru dan seluar baru
-sedikit kebuncitan hasil nasi tomato,lamb grill,3 cawan aiskrim coklat,berketul2 ayam grill yang enak dan mesh potato yang lazat
-keseronokan berbincang keputusan dengan keluarga tercinta hasil perbualan selama 40 minit(my new home takde telepon)

and now..how do i feel?
saya rindu cik kun,cik su and cik aida...:(

oh yes,besok saya pergi konsert beyonce..yay!

CFD

guess what...i ponteng today..yes,i really not in the mood to go kerje..want to know why?

after one long month(eh,tak..it was almost 2 months actually) of concentrating myself understanding the sedimentation process ...i've been told that..oh,actually it has nothing to do with my thesis..wak lu kedondong...i've spent hundred and fifty euro ..i repeat 150...tuk beli buku usw..and now u tell me that they are not worth knowing..mama,nak nangis la nie...from my work description..did you see that red words..and i even have to do research in geologie gebiet..saya belajar ape kah ini?

Aufgabenstellung:

Sedimentation als Optimierungsmethode der Druckverlustminimierung

and after that they repeat that sedimentation word 6 more times..and now they tell me that..they want to go with other concept..i feel like an idiot..*sigh*..i asked them,why don't we just proceed with the sedimentation process since i've immersed(almost drowning dah) myself in that themes..and that joan said,no need la..we want to create new process..and darf ich frage..sapekah yang tukang create tu??


well,whining sekarang pon tak guna..have to do what i have to do la kan..i think i am just tikus makmal for that fluent programm..wpon,i hate the way they handle me ...i still love my job..i love clicking here and there and see how the programm changes because of my input..so,gambatte wawa..pasti ada hikmah kan...at least, i know this new programm and if nak cari kerje..it will be a plus (bersinar sinar) punkt..because there are very small amount of CFD engineer out there and they are seeking more people with CFD software knowledge..also,gambatte wawa!

p/s:i miss my friends in Siemens..

woman

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
one old love, she can imagine going back to... (checked)

and one who reminds her how far she has come...

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to...(checked)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour...(checked)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
a youth she's content to leave behind...(checked...emm,sekarang dh kire woman ek..)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age... (checked)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra.(checked..tapi,cordless drill takdak..)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... (checked...neyn n sue i guess)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... (checked)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal that will make her guests feel honored.. (checked...don't need wine glass am i?..)

A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE...
a feeling of control over her destiny...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to fall in love without losing herself...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to quit a job, break up with a lover, and confront a friend without ruining the friendship...(checked..no need to quit a job since i dont have one rite now..huhu)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
when to try harder... and when to walk away...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that she can't change the length of her calves, the width of her hips, or the nature of her parents...(checked)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
that her childhood may not have been perfect...but it's over... (checked)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she would and wouldn't do for love or more... (checked)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
how to live alone... even if she doesn't like it...(checked)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
whom she can trust, whom she can't, and why she shouldn't take it personally...

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
where to go... be it to her best friend's kitchen table... (checked)

or a charming inn in the woods... when her soul needs soothing... (why la nak pi inn in woods?cam scary je..don't want la)

EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW...
what she can and can't accomplish in a day...a month...and a year...

i need an organiser

it was an awesome weekend i can say..

the malaysische abend on friday night where i have to give a speech about my erfahrung als maschinenbau studentin in deutschland went unexpectedly well..i mean bout the speech part..i know that the tarian and nyanyian part will be frekking cool selepas melihat raptai(huh,lama tak guna word nie)..but,i am gladly think that my speech went better than what i've expected..me proud wit ma self..:)

grillen am samstag abend adalah very2 fun...with all the yummy food and the companionship yang super cool..i heart them..and me lost in poker game that night...can't function well wit my beloved nescafe late(alasan..huhu)

am very2 sorry kepada shikin and rakan2 frankfurt..i know, i am to blame..i should be there..and am sorry to sue and kak ina too...saya tak tahu berapa kali dah cakap..i am so sorry that i cant make it ..i wish i can have kuasa prue di dlm charm..believe me..
the worst feeling ever...disappointing peoples who you love and love you...

i will make that up..i promise...please still love me ok!=)

i really need an organiser..with tarikh and berbentuk comel so that i can put it in my handbag and hopefully be a human being with a bit of an organizing skill..

*demi masa,sesungguhnya manusia itu berada dalam kerugian*

will update photo later

M to the A to the T to the A.N.G

ok..the definition of matang is like beautifull..only you and your brain can give the exact meaning of it ..the person next to you can define your so call beautifull to be ugly and hideous...so,maybe this kind of behaviour is matang in your opinion..or maybe cute and comel..but for me..they are SO NOT MATANG..not at all..(huh,semangatnya wawa)..sebagai contoh:

1.oh,saya tak nak bagi bola saya..sebab awak tak bagi awak punya aiskrim..tak kisahla awak puasa ke ape ke...(hello,u want to start a scoreboard with me??ambik nie....latest score..saya:sejuta-awak:3!!)

2.asik saya je ajak awak datang..awak tak penah ajak saya datang...
ayoyo amma appa..ape nie??

3.A:awak gemuk...
B:awak lagi gemuk cam badak..
A:badak??awak lagi super gemuk kalah bapak badak!!!

(arggghhhh.....ape nie?kesian badak...)

i hate people ermm,hate is too strong for a word..let me rephrase it..i dislike people who keeps score..because they make me feel i am in debt or they made me think that they are not ikhlas...or maybe they are ikhlas...but deep down i still think that they are not..and next time i'll be really carefull with everything that it will not be fun anymore..

i know..a good life is a balance one...you should give and take..*oh ,adalah seperti mahu menyanyi lagu..'what u givee....u get backkkk'* ..i know that really well....
but your life will taste better when you give back and forget what you give..because the get back part..will be surprisingly sweet ..


jadi kawan2..marilah kita menyanyi lagu..what you give you get back sebagai peringatan harian...

*post ini adalah tiada kaitan dengan sesiapa..ini adalah antara bende yang terlintas di pikiran penulis yang di dalam proses M to the A to the T to the ANG*

frohe ostern

i love holiday..but this easter i did not plan anything..i just want to sit back n relax..i have to do my kons lagipon...have to finish the vortrag for malaysische abend..have to read some more about fluent..have to get back in shape..have to ...oh,banyak rupenya keje kene buat...=(

today i learn a new program heisst fluent..cool tool i can say..and yippe yippe..i got telur full with choc...me likey..!frohe ostern everybody..=)

p/s:i love barbara in germany's next top model...

proton berhad

sudah dapat offer letter dari proton berhad..
abah is like so happy..
will be working in tanjung malim if i accept it..
am so tired..
will elaborate later...
night!
zZZZzzzZZZZzZZZz...

new place

last friday i am officially a rüsselsheimer..hari nie membuat house warming dengan nasi lemak,rendang and sambal udang..after that,we all telah meriadahkan diri dengan bermain badminto..such a fun weekend..=).

saya sedar diri saya

oooh....rasanya saya dah kembali to my ownself...and i am happy that i am..thanks kepada cik karena dan cik su yang menjadi penganalisis masalah saya...bukan masalah besar pon..haiya..wawa..wawa..

saya sayang la kawan kawan saya..yosh!!*poyo mode -on*

hari nie cam ade krisis di tempat kerja..my betreuer are joan dan matthias..joan adalah senior yang sudah bekerja 10 thn di tecosim and matthias adalah bos yg br bekerja sebulan...so,saya kalau ape2 tanyala joan kan...didnt know that he is a person with angin..i never have betreuer berangin before..than now,haiya!!*clueless*

sekarang kene plan future..kene kene...nk keje mane,nk apply mana..nak vorbereiten ape...mama...why me is now sudah dewasa??

just now,i figures that i love hyppo..was is with me and montel thingy...?

flavour of life...

TRANSLATION

♪When you say "Thank you" to me, it somehow makes me feel a bit pained.
And after you say "Goodbye," that magic that I couldn't escape from is just a fleeting bitterness,
This is the flavour of life. The flavour of life.♪

I dreamt of a harvest day, and picking unripened fruit
In the space between "not quite lovers" and "not quite friends."
And because I couldn't take that one last step forward,
You tell me it's frustrating, baby.

♪　repeat　♪

Sweet empty invitations and dry, flavourless talk -
These sort of things won't ever interest me.
And when things don't go the way you wanted,
You don't just throw your life away.

When you suddenly ask me, "What's wrong?" I just say, "No, it's nothing."
And the way my smile disappears after you say "Goodbye," it isn't like me at all.
Somehow the more I want to believe in you, the more painful it becomes.
Rather than declaring "I am in love with you," wouldn't a simple "I love you" be more like you, after all?

The flavour of life.

The unexpected scent of the person I'd just started to forget, it brings to mind that time...
I want to honestly be happy, more honest than the pure white of piled snow.
I don't want diamonds. I'd rather have a softer, warmer future.
I'd rather spend as much time as I can with you.

♪ repeat ♪

HYD -OST

i love this song so much..

ya,saya suka menyanyi

in these past few days

i've learned that...

satu:friends di tempat kerje membantu menghilangkan stress dan tekanan kerje..

dua:we are not kid anymore and should know how to take responsibility accordingly..

tiga:perasaan guilty can damage you..

empat:kehidupan adalah menarik..bila anda pandai membuat keputusan dengan betul dan bijak mengambil risiko ketika perlu..


“For many people, one of the most frustrating aspects of life is not being able to understand other people's behavior.”


lima:saya tak paham dia..saya tak paham..and yes,it is frustrating..=(

paulo coelho

• the devil and miss prym impress me..
• my hand adalah sakit wegen kletten
• hopefully everything bejalan lancar and i can pindah next week..amin
• hemm..being a maschinenbauerin menjadikan anda the only perempuan di tempat kerje anda...adalah lumrah kehidupan...
  
• i already have member for lunch...happy!they are cool people..=)
  
• vertrag tamat..no baru..please update your phonebook ok!if u dont receive my ym msg..please info me..
  
• patut kan beli buku tuk DA...tak kirela kalau harga nya bleh dpt sebijik handphone idaman kan..takpe kan?
  

u know..

u are at your limit and need a vacation when you:

1.cant even throw a decent smile to makcik bas who is you know very nice
2. don't even bother to be terkejut when your favourite handbag putus talinya due to all that heavy books and stationaries
3. don't even bother to cherish the last pack of maggi tomyam that you have
4.refuse to fetch your bunch of freshly bought toilet paper even when you know that you will regret it in the morning
5. just want to call him and say ' i want to see you too' even you know that you will regret it the second the words came out

i really need to umziehen..

new template

actually i love my old template ..but,recently dia cam ngong sedikit..so i change to new one...hemm,blue polka dot??tibai jela labu...

second day at work..i somehow have the overall idea and concept for my DA.sape nak tahu saya kene buat ape..sila diam dua second..oh,nampaknya ramai yang nak tahu...hehe..saya kene pikir cara tuk kurangkan druckverlust dalam rohrleitung menggunakan CFD..cakap cam mudah je..tapi,ayoyo..pening wo..

and now,i am obdachloserin(ade ke words nie?bunyi cam looser je)...benci studentenwerk mainz..bakar dia bakar dia..!!!arghhh...tensen tahap dewa dah nie..hopefully by end of next week saya dah bleh pindah..sambung bakar studentenwerk...bakar bakar!!!!!!!!!!!

saya mula kerje

1.si pengenyit mata
2.si TK yang menghanginkan seluruh badan
3.si bos yang cool
4.si kollegen yang manis mulut

huargh..dh habis pekse..

ich sudah habis pekse last rabu..last paper adalah enan..harapnya lulusla..tak tahu camne,tahun ni kuar soklan lain gile dr biasa..biasa ade 2 soklan,kali nie ade 3..ya Allah biarla saya lulus..amin..=)

so,now..adalah busy mengemas dan mengpack barang tuk pindah.InsyaAllah isnin ni dapat rumah kat Mainz ,and tadi Vertrag baru sampai..rasanya dh lama kot sampai,tapi sebab mail tak ditransfer ke kotak bawah..so lambat accept.

bila melihat kiri dan kanan..wah..banyaknya barang yang perlu dikemas...patutkah dibuang?patutkah disedekah?patutkah di bawa balik Malaysia?i guess,nie memang kire mengemas tuk balik Mesia skali sebab i want to pack all those things dlm kotak tuk senang diship kan nanti..i'll bring necessary things je ke Mainz nanti..i hope i can get zimmer di Weisenau tu..more comfortable dari penglihatan saya..

during mengemas notes and buku tadi,i've found nota cinta lama...hahah..lawak plak bila baca balik..oh,,grown up nya saya rasa..hehe...

so..lelong lelong....murah encik..angkat satu percuma 20..mari mari!!

Love is

What does love mean?


Slow down for three minutes to read this. It is so worth it.Touching words from the mouth of babes.
A group of professional people posed this question to a group of 4 to 8
year-olds, "What does love mean?" The answers they got were broader and deeper than anyone could have imagined.See what you think:

"When my grandmother got arthritis,she couldn't bend over and paint her
toenails anymore. So my grandfather does it for her all the time, even
when his hands got arthritis too.That's love."
Rebecca- age 8

"Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne
and they go out and smell each other."
Karl - age 5..cutenya laa

"Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French
fries without making them give you any of theirs."
Chrissy -age 6

"Love is what makes you smile when you're tired."
Terri - age 4....i personally like this one..=)

"Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip
before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."
Danny - age 7

"Love is when you kiss all the time.Then when you get tired of kissing,
you still want to be together and you talk more. My Mommy and Daddy are
like that. They look gross when they kiss"
Emily - age 8

"Love is when you tell a guy you like his shirt, then he wears iteveryday."
Noelle - age 7

"Love is like a little old woman and a little old man who are still friends even after they know each other so well."
Tommy - age 6

"My mommy loves me more than anybody .You don't see anyone else kissing me to sleep at night."
Clare - age 6

"Love is when Mommy gives Daddy the best piece of chicken."
Elaine-age 5

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy smelly and sweaty and still says he is
handsomer than Robert Redford."
Chris - age 7..wow!!


"I know my older sister loves me because she gives me all her old
clothes and has to go out and buy new ones."
Lauren - age 4...wah,innocentnya..

"When you love somebody, your eyelashes go up and down and little
stars come out of you." (what an imagination) Karen - age 7

"Love is when Mommy sees Daddy on the toilet and she doesn't think it's
gross."
Mark - age 6


And the final one -- Author and lecturer Leo Buscaglia once talked about
a contest he was asked to judge. The purpose of the contest was to find
the most caring child.

The winner was a four year old child whose next door neighbor was an
elderly gentleman who had recently lost his wife Upon seeing the man
cry, the little boy went into the old gentleman's yard, climbed onto his
lap, and just sat there. When his Mother asked what he had said to the
neighbor, the little boy said, "Nothing, I just helped him cry"

have a nice hemmm...nice heart with full of love everyone!=)

exam mode

exam mode include:

1. reducing my bottle of nescaffe classic to half
2. watching samurai champloo with guilt...study a bit..watching gilmore girls with guilt..study a bit..main diner dash guiltily...study a bit to neutralise the guilt..chatting...study a bit..and this routine last until 4 or 5 am and believe me..i never run out of mittel to be diselangi wit that 'study a bit' thing
   
3. simply obeying 'the great jadual waktu belajar'..or not..
   
4. bakin muffin,cleanin the toilet,mopping the floor...at a weird hour
5. eating disoder...

12,13 21..wish me luck..!

Graduation is not the end, it's the beginning.

my fashion style?

Bluemarine: Soft and subtle and definately feminine. You are classy and cute with a little girl all grown up appeal.
Take this quiz!

i can watch snow falling for hours...i just love love love love snow...

futurama(future with drama)

1.I've been thinking a lot lately about my future..and a few comments bout marriage..i guess i know what my niat is..what my nazar is..and as long as my niat is tak lari and i'm still in the right path..insyaAllah my God akan permudahkan my way.Amin.For me,no need to bercinta bagai nak rak..if a man really sincere..he will know what to do..

2.ok,we've discussed this..so,what say u?

Ada 12 biji bola,one of them adalah lebih berat.ada one dacing and u got 3 chances to use it to determine which ball yang lebih berat itu...so,how?

p/s:u'll be surprise to know that there are 3 different ways to do it..and if you are
lucky 4!!sapa dpt 4-4 jawapan,saya belanja pau or karipap or muffin or bihun goreng buatan sendiri ..
oh ye,kuiz ini adalah terkecuali pd tetamu hr ini..hehe..

Sesungguhnya orang² yang bertakwa,apabila mereka disentuh oleh sesuatu imbasan hasutan dari Syaitan,mreka ingat (kepada ajaran Allah) maka dengan itu mereka nampak (jalan yang benar)
-Surah Al-A'raf 7:Ayat 201)-

again..Alhamdulillah...=)

beyonce?wow!!!

i think i got that spot..wpon saya rasa saya cakap laju macam train and diorang tak paham ape yang saya cakap..huhu..saya rasa dia amik saya sebab dia sayang kat matt..jadi,saya kenelah rajin bekerja mulai märz nanti...time kasih again pade sume yang doakan saya..

Firman Allah:

إِنَّمَا يُوَفَّى الصَّابِرُو َ ن َأجْرَهُمْ بِغَيْرِ حِسَابٍ


Yang bermaksud: Sesungguhnya orang-orang yang bersabarlah sahaja yang
akan disempurnakan pahala mereka dengan tidak terkira. (Surah Az-Zumar,
Ayat: 10).

Alhamdulillah

saya adalah gembira sedikit hari ini kerana mendapat vorstellungsgespräch tuk DA this coming thursday..thanks to matt yang telah merecommend kan saya di company nya..saya adalah gembira di samping cemas kerana telah lama tidak bervorstellungsgespräch..jadi,jika anda membaca blog saya ini..silalah doakan kejayaan saya.terima kasih.

oh ya,presentation PROM telah selesai tadi..gembira gembira..dan,rakan sekumpulan saya itu telah memeluk saya kerana gembira dan suke bekerja dengan saya??apekah itu?...

p/s..saya tahulah saya sweet..huhuhu(sila jangan muntah di sini,sila ke bilik air)

u will not know until u try

• adalah busy membuat presentation for PROM.finished 20 illustrative pages of them..
• nena is here..me is yippy yippy...wanna go to stuttgart this monday..have to go to kfz zusammenfasung..have to have to..thinking of it pon menyebabkan saya rasa nk nguap..
• gestern war ke frankfurt and jumpa kak ina..and now i have sotong..wanna masak sambal tumis sotong satgi..yummy!
• me miss cik kun..and old days..
• hepi puasa!
• may i ask..where is salji??

oh..adalah tidak suka orang yang terlalu read into things...

adik saya

ini adalah adik saya.nama dia kucik.dia seorang yang baik hati dan kuat merajuk.dia sekarang berada di tingkatan 5.saya sangat sayang adik saya.kami boleh bergayut di telepon selama 2 jam tanpe berhenti dan bergelak ketawa tanpa sebab seperti dua kanak2 yang baru mendapat eskrim hagen dasz.berbanding saya,kucik adalah adik yang garang.saya pula tidak boleh garang kerana jika saya rasa mahu marah,saya mendapat sakit kepala..jadi,saya biasanya tidak marah kerana bila saya sakit kepala saya perlu makan panadol .saya tidak suka panadol.kucik pula adalah seorang yang rajin dan matang pemikirannya..walaupon dia garang,dia tidak garang dengan saya kerana seperti saya,dia juga sangat sayang pada saya.kadang2 sikap garangnya itu adalah bagus kerana dia adalah comel ketika dia garang dan merajuk.

saya sebenarnya tengah belajar antriebstechnik bila virus rindu adik saya ini muncul..saya tahu dia sedang belajar dengan bersungguh2 sekarang kerana mahu mengikuti jejak langkah saya.saya harap dia dapat belajar di oversea seperti saya juga.jadi nampaknya sekarang saya perlu sambung belajar untuk menjadi contoh yang baik kepada adik saya.sekian karangan 'adik saya' ini.saya harap cikgu bahasa melayu saya memberi saya A untuk karangan ini..

cemas ayam

• saya adalah cemas ayam kerna DA.saya tak dpt stelle lagi..nande?? and war vorher beim hasenjäger..and dia adalah bestimmt tidak mahu jadi betreuer saya dari gaya dia menjawab soklan..again nande??if dia tak mahu,i'll try ask becker pula..cemas mode-Automatically ON..i guess,sume pon rasa cam nie..well,the end is near my friends...

• tahun baru adalah di mana kita biasanya melihat ke belakang dan merancang untuk yang di hadapan..well,saya sudah dapat apa yang saya mahukan,jadi.. i should korbankan something and mengotakan janji pada diri sendiri.

• marathon go sudah selesai..sekarang kenalah belajar kan...

• kesejukan sekarang sungguhlah menggigit kalbu..
  

heppy new year everybody

Doa Awal Tahun & Doa Akhir Tahun

Barangsiapa yang membaca doa awal tahun ini, insya Allah dirinya akan terpelihara daripada gangguan dan godaan syaitan di sepanjang tahun tersebut.

Doa Awal Tahun:

Maksudnya: Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka. Wahai Tuhan, Engkaulah yang kekal abadi, yang qadim. yang awal dan ke atas kelebihanMu yang besar dan kemurahanMu yang melimpah dan ini adalah tahun baru yang telah muncul di hadapan kami. Kami memohon pemeliharaan dariMu di sepanjang tahun ini dari syaitan dan pembantu-pembantunya dan tentera-tenteranya dan juga pertolongan terhadap diri yang diperintahkan melakukan kejahatan dan usaha yang mendekatkanku kepadaMu Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha Agung dan Maha Mulia. Wahai Tuhan Yang Maha pengasih dari mereka yang mengasihi dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad. Nabi yang ummi dan ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Barangsiapa yang membaca doa akhir tahun ini, maka syaitan akan berkata:
"Hampalah kami di sepanjang tahun ini".

Doa Akhir Tahun:

Maksudnya:

Allah SWT berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad SAW, ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabat baginda dan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

Wahai Tuhan, apa yang telah aku lakukan dalam tahun ini daripada perkara-perkara yang Engkau tegah daripada aku melakukannya dan aku belum bertaubat daripadanya. Sedangkan Engkau tidak redha dan tidak melupakannya. Dan aku telah melakukannya di dalam keadaan di mana Engkau berupaya untuk menghukumku, tetapi Engkau mengilhamkanku dengan taubat selepas keberanianku melakukan dosa-dosa itu semuanya. Sesungguhnya aku memohon keampunanMu, maka ampunilah aku. Dan tidaklah aku melakukan yang demikian daripada apa yang Engkau redhainya dan Engkau menjanjikanku dengan pahala atas yang sedemikian itu. Maka aku memohon kepadaMu.

Wahai Tuhan! Wahai yang Maha Pemurah! Wahai Yang Maha Agung dan wahai Yang Maha Mulia agar Engkau menerima taubat itu dariku dan janganlah Engkau menghampakan harapanku kepadaMu Wahai Yang Maha Pemurah. Dan Allah berselawat ke atas penghulu kami Muhammad, ke atas ahli keluarga dan sahabat-sahabatnya dan mengurniakan kesejahteraan ke atas mereka.

mix feeling

1.Tired..gestern balik rumah kol 7 kerna encik abaqus and kerna tetiba menjadi pendengar presentation terpakse akibat diugut oleh encik becker...'kamu bertiga,pergi dengar presentation.. jika tidak..exmatrikuliert!'huh,in the middle of handling kerenah encik abaqus..what a day..!

2.Frustrated..because vorher adalah pergi berjumpa encik hasenjager untuk bertanya tentang DA.i have one more subject actually..Kons5.and i planned to do it gleichzeitig with my DA.but,he strictly said that i should finish all my subjek before anmelden..i want to consult encik heuer plak lepas nie.if oso cannot..then,i have to bersengkang mata membuat kons ..

3.Irritated..after reading the news today...korupsi merata2 di Malaysia..whatlah..orang melayu nie..camne nak bagi anak2 makan duit halal camtu...hope di masa hadapan,saya tidak menjadi seperti mereka..amin..

4.Entertainless..i want to go watch movie this friday..but,if i have to do kons..how?

gloomy post..sorry if i affect your mood too...

i wanna watch the holiday...

it's a pie day

saya masak shepards pie dan apple pie hari ini for sambutan birthday kaklong.it was a good one..i mean the celebration.farah cooked nasi tomato and ayam msk merah(both are my fav foods) and fatin cooked spagetti with brocolli and not forget choc cake made by rawai.it was fun,watching the death note after the makan2..cool movie i can say.now,my perut is so full and that make me think bout 'Mahukah anda menjadi GENDUT??'...slogan musim ini...



P/S:the slogan was also written on my limau..why me??why me??*mode drama queen-on*

thank you

'Don't forget, a person's greatest emotional need is to feel appreciated.'


if you read this..i want to thank you again for your advices..you told me what i want to hear,you menasihati me because you want me to be a better person..and i thank you for that..

crispy roti canai

Don't use time or words carelessly. Neither can be retrieved.

i'm craving for crispy roti canai...i want ..i want..saya sudah google resepinya..tapi takde masa nak buat.if i do it tonite..i'll tend to eat it when it is ready..and according to the resepi i have to uli and biar and uli again and biar again and it will take about 1 hour until the doh is really menjadi.so,after the huff and puff...it will be ready around 1 am...and i've gain a few kilo already this past few weeks..have to be carefull now with what i put into my mouth and around what time,haven't i?

saya sangatlah malasnya nak apply for diplomarbeit.i dont know why..i want to do my DA in firma..i'll gain more experience i hope..but,the form is superbly memenyampahkan for me..what with the school background which sangatlah lain dr sini and so on..and bila direject..lebihlah mematahkan semangat tuk mintak lagi..huhu..proff,ade tak tempat kosong kat firma yang nak saya??:P

i always believe that a good guy will end up with a good girl because that what Allah promise us kan..?i think i should be a better person myself so that when the time comes..i hoffentlich will end up with a good guy..amin.

doa

Dengan nama Allah Yang Maha Pengasih
lagi Maha Penyayang


Ya Allah……………
Seandainya telah Engkau catatkan
Dia milikku tercipta buatku….
Satukanlah hatinya dengan hatiku…
Titipkanlah kebahagiaan antara kami..
Agar kemesraan itu abadi..

Ya Allah…
Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengasihi
Seiringkanlah kami melayari hidup ini…
Ke tepian yang sejahtera dan abadi …
Maka jodohkanlah kami….

Tetapi Ya Allah
Seandainya telah engkau takdirkan
Dia bukan milikku…..
Bawalah dia jauh dari pandanganku…
Luputkanlah dia dari ingatanku..
Dan peliharakanlah aku dari
kekecewaan….

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku yang Maha Mengerti
Berikanlah aku kekuatan ….
Menolak bayangannya jauh ke dada
langit..
Hilang bersama senja yang merah…
Agarku sentiasa tenang…
Walaupun tanpa bersama dengannya

Ya Allah yang tercinta….
Pasrahkanlah aku dengan takdirMu….
Sesungguhnya apa yang telah Engkau
takdirkan
Adalah yang terbaik untukku…
Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Mengetahui…
Segala yang terbaik buat hambaMu..ini…


Ya Allah……..
Cukuplah Engkau sahaja yang menjadi
pemeliharaku
Di dunia dan akhirat…
Dengarkanlah rintihan dari hambaMu
yang daif ini
Janganlah Engkau biarkan aku sendirian…
Di dunia ini mahupun akhirat…
Menjuruskan aku ke arah kemaksiatan
dan kemungkaran
Maka kurniakanlah aku seorang pasangan
yang beriman…

Agar aku dan dia sama-sama dapat
Membina kesejahteraan hidup…
Ke jalan yang Engkau redhai
Dan kurniakanlah padaku keturunan yang
soleh dan solehah

Ya Allah
Berikanlah kami kebahagiaan di dunia
dan akhirat
Dan peliharalah kami dari azab api
Neraka…..

Amin…amin…..Ya rabbal’aalamin.