~lavender brings serenity,peace and connection with the universe...this is the journey of my life~
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Erste Hilfe Kurs
esok dan lusa saya akan menjalani Erste hilfe kurs di DRK wolfsburg..saya harap orang2 di edag sihat2 sentiasa dan tiada kemalangan terjadi sepanjang kerjaya saya di sana..kerana saya akan menjadi erste hilferin mereka...amin.=P
Saturday, March 28, 2009
28.03.2009

pada hari ini:
saya membuat spring cleaning .. membersihkan rumah adalah kerja yang menyukakan hati saya
shikin berpindah ke ingolstadt untuk membuat diplomarbeit beim edag there
saya masih terkenang dan menganalisa dating saya pada hari sebelumnya
saya sukakan bunga dan coklat lindt von herzen yang saya dapat semalam(bukan kerana pemberi tetapi kerana kecantikannya)
saya ingin mandi bubble bath yang sungguh menyenangkan sambil mendengar musik yang menenangkan
saya menunggu seseorang dan saya gembira kerana saya senang dengan kehadirannya
saya istihar di sini bahawasanya saya gembira.terima kasih tuhan.
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
insecurity
pardon me..
i just dont know anymore how normal relationship functioning..
how can i be sure that he likes me..if he do like me..than what?
i think the best that i can do is..focus on something else...if not i will only tiring myself out..
what should happen will happen anyway..bukankah ianya kerja tuhan..
saya rasa saya emosi sekarang,dan saya mahu salahkan hormon saya...saya tak kira..!
i just dont know anymore how normal relationship functioning..
how can i be sure that he likes me..if he do like me..than what?
i think the best that i can do is..focus on something else...if not i will only tiring myself out..
what should happen will happen anyway..bukankah ianya kerja tuhan..
saya rasa saya emosi sekarang,dan saya mahu salahkan hormon saya...saya tak kira..!
Monday, March 23, 2009
random
1 Animals - penguin!
2 Anniversary - should be celebrate,because it marks your journey together
3 Bestfriend - someone who love you the way u are
4 Blog or journal - have one
5 Brunettes - schöner als die blonde
6 Bubble bath - love it!
7 Cars - is just a transportation to move from A to B
8 Childhood - the smell of innocent and naivity
9 Compliment - dont know how to react to
10 Drugs - hopefully will never do
11 Exotic - maracuja?
12 Family - love them with every drop of blood
13 Fashion - simple
14 Food - is not just food(errk?)
15 Football - boring
16 Gas Prices - not consistent
17 Gossip - is just gossip
18 Halloween - kids with bag full of sweets n chocs
19 High school - semesti
20 Hobby - reisen
21 Ice Cream - vanilla!
22 Karma - Alicia keys
23 Love letter - malu
24 Lunch - obento!
25 Marriage - hopefully life long
26 Nickname - wawa
27 Nightmare - jangan ingatkan saya
28 Number - 9
29 Pictures - memories
30 Politics -
31 Power - geld
32 Present - nak nak,saya nak
33 Relationships - loyalty
34 Religion - islam
35 Sex - hemmm
36 Siblings - 3 sister one brother
37 Song - naive
38 Supernatural - xmen
39 Tattoo - yucks
40 The President - obama
41 Today - is tiring
42 Tomorrow - bin gespannt
43 Wallet - hope for fat one
44 War - can change u
45 Wishes - sometimes do come true
46 Work - i like
47 Worst Fear - to not be love
48 Yesterday - was memorable
49 Your Last Ex - is a history
50 Yo! - yo! yo!kami rappers yo!
2 Anniversary - should be celebrate,because it marks your journey together
3 Bestfriend - someone who love you the way u are
4 Blog or journal - have one
5 Brunettes - schöner als die blonde
6 Bubble bath - love it!
7 Cars - is just a transportation to move from A to B
8 Childhood - the smell of innocent and naivity
9 Compliment - dont know how to react to
10 Drugs - hopefully will never do
11 Exotic - maracuja?
12 Family - love them with every drop of blood
13 Fashion - simple
14 Food - is not just food(errk?)
15 Football - boring
16 Gas Prices - not consistent
17 Gossip - is just gossip
18 Halloween - kids with bag full of sweets n chocs
19 High school - semesti
20 Hobby - reisen
21 Ice Cream - vanilla!
23 Love letter - malu
24 Lunch - obento!
25 Marriage - hopefully life long
26 Nickname - wawa
27 Nightmare - jangan ingatkan saya
28 Number - 9
29 Pictures - memories
30 Politics -
31 Power - geld
32 Present - nak nak,saya nak
33 Relationships - loyalty
34 Religion - islam
35 Sex - hemmm
36 Siblings - 3 sister one brother
37 Song - naive
38 Supernatural - xmen
39 Tattoo - yucks
40 The President - obama
41 Today - is tiring
42 Tomorrow - bin gespannt
43 Wallet - hope for fat one
44 War - can change u
45 Wishes - sometimes do come true
46 Work - i like
47 Worst Fear - to not be love
48 Yesterday - was memorable
49 Your Last Ex - is a history
50 Yo! - yo! yo!kami rappers yo!
Monday, March 09, 2009
you know you are a German if ..
For Germans, native or living abroad, for half-Germans, for those aspiring to be German and for those who want to know what a typical German is!
You know you're German if...
1. You separate your trash into more than five different bins.
2. Your front door has a sign with your family name made from salt dough.
3. You carry a "4You" backpack.
4. You eat a cold dinner at 6pm.
5. You call your cell phone "handy" and a projector "beamer".
6. You have no problems with nude beaches and saunas.
7. You have asked your Asian-American friend, "No, but where are you *really* from?"
8. You have gotten splinters from environmentally friendly toilet paper.
9. You call an afternoon stroll "Nordic Walking".
10. You are shocked when you have to pay for dental care.
11. You own a pair of jeans in a color other than blue.
12. People start talking about Hitler and Hofbräuhaus when you tell them where you're from.
13. Tenth grade was all about dancing lessons.
14. You work 40 hour weeks and have 6 weeks of vacation a year, but complain about hard times.
15. Your childhood diet consisted of Alete and Zwieback.
16. Your college diet consisted of Miracoli and Döner.
17. You were educated about sex by Dr. Sommer.
18. You yell at people for jaywalking. (that's crossing the pelican crossing on red for us Europeans!)
19. You grew up watching "Löwenzahn" and "Die Sendung mit der Maus". And Baywatch - I've been looking for freedom!
20. You think college tuition is an outrage.
21. You routinely go 100mph on the highway and tailgate heavily.
22. On your last day of high school you made your teachers sing Karaoke and jump through hoops.
23. You wear brown leather shoes.
24. Your first audio tape was Benjamin Blümchen and Bibi Blocksberg.
25. You have ended an English sentence with "..., or?".
26. You can tell at least one Manta joke.
27. You're a college student in your 11th year.
28. Your first sexual experience was on SAT-1, Saturday night at 11pm.
29. ... if you drill in your nose!
30. You expect chocolate in your shoes on December 6th.
31. You complain that in other countries everything is dirty.
32. We are used to men getting drunk every Ascsenion Day (Himmelfahrt or rather "Männertag")
33. if you get up at 6 in the morning to reserve your sunbed with a towel and then go back to sleep till later.
34. You spent hours in school learning to pronounce "th".
35. ... taxi drivers drive Mercedes and the police on the Autobahn drive BMWs.
36. ... if you go to school in a gymnasium.
37. ... if you answer the phone giving your surname.
38. ... if you spend the summer at the "Baggersee".
39. ... if you say PorschE, not Porsh!
40. ... if ich ständig Nutella Brote verdrücke - I can't get enough Nutella sandwiches.
41. ... if you always have a pack of TEMPOS on you.
funny,but oh so true..=)
Sunday, March 08, 2009
wekend reports

"Friends are the most important ingredient in this recipe of life."
i did enjoy this week...because
* min's visit after 15 years..
* auni n miaq came to visit on weekend ..
i start with my primary school best friend visit..
she arrived at frankfurt on monday but unfortunately i can't took day off on monday because of an urgent project so we met on tuesday..
we went frankfurt touring and enjoying every second of it with liza and mat.thanks u both for letting us stay at ur place...only Allah can pay ur kindness.
on wednesday,me n min went to heidelberg in this kesejukan winter..but,we had a lot of fun and i did learnt a few technik to look better in front of camera..hehe
early thursday morning min fly back to uk and i took a train back to wolfsburg and directly went to work which is like hell because i was so damn tired to concentrate and too sleepy to even open my eyes...overall,i love her visit,she is still the same old min i knew 15 years ago..and i still love her like i did 15 years ago..=)
on friday evening,auni n miaq came to visit me n gmin.
we had this amazing thai cuisine at orchid restaurant..didn't know that they serve tasty cuisine there.
saturday early morning auni , miaq n gmin went to cebit while i was still at home enjoying my duck feather duvet(which i think a lot more interesting than cebit in hannover..huhu) .. around luch time i traveled to hannover and did some window shopping..we had kfc and starbuck(oopppss) before travel back to wolfsburg..
the story not end there because we all layan los and faun after that plus cucur ikan bilis with kuah kacang(oh,detailnya cerita..)
auni n miaq went back today after we had another run of movie call susuk..(keliru la cerita tu,but still entertaining la)
i love lovely company...and i did enjoy my week..i hope u all also did..=)
Thursday, March 05, 2009
mari main jawab tag..=)
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
-tak kot,tp actually name aku bukan nurul azura..dan bukan juga siti salwa ok !
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
-tgk citer korea..iaitu minggu lepas..bungukla...
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
-normally yes,but lately dh makin cakar ayam je..sbb sume pon asik guna comp
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
-itik goreng crunchy(kalau boleh taj mahal punya)
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
-nope...weird gila if aku ade
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
-definitely!haha!best oo..kawan ngn aku...
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
-rarely
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
-huh?
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
-yes!!!one of my dream before i turn 30
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
-hemm..cornflakes whole weat yang bagus tuk kesihatan tu..perasa coklat
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
-nope...buang masa je..
12. HOW DO YOU SEE YOURSELF?
-fun to be with..pergh!
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
-hemmm..vanilla yang enak..tak suka ais krim masam la yg pastinya..kalau gi kedai aiskrim biasanya order yang ade buah banyak..(apsal panjang gile penjelasan aku ni??)
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
-their hand and their smile
15. RED OR PINK?
-red
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
-sometimes suka tangguh benda..
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
-my emak
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
-everyone?no la..
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
-white pyjama with cat footsteps print on it and i dont wear shoes rite now,only pink stocking
20. WHAT ANNOY YOU THE MOST?
-people who is unconsiderate
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
-the sound of birds chirping outside
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
-turqoise
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
-fresh rose
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
-mat
25. FUTURE CAR?
-my dream car vw beetle..tp rsnya akan bleibt dream je
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
-basketball
27. HAIR COLOUR?
-blue black
28. EYE COLOR?
-black
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
-yeessaa
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
-my mum cooks
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
-scary movies with happy ending
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-seven pounds..but tertido tgh2
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-turqoise
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
-summer
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
-kisses when happy,hugs when sad
36. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
-menonton movies,membaca buku or majalah yang menarik,travelling
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-when asked politely
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-when under pressure
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
-how to move mount fuji
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
dont have one..dulu kartun tikus
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT
-didn't watch tv last night
42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
-ocean's wave or air terjun
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
-beatles
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- doceland..kira kalau melawat negara2 jiran kat sini pon bih kurang la kan
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT(S)?
- hemmmmm,nope..boring gila kan
46. WHERE WERE U BORN?
- wilayah persekutuan
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
-nobody...saya hanya obesess ngn diri sendiri..haha
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
-how can i know he is my significant other?
buatla tag ni if rs nk buat k..aku buat after auni..
-tak kot,tp actually name aku bukan nurul azura..dan bukan juga siti salwa ok !
2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
-tgk citer korea..iaitu minggu lepas..bungukla...
3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
-normally yes,but lately dh makin cakar ayam je..sbb sume pon asik guna comp
4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT?
-itik goreng crunchy(kalau boleh taj mahal punya)
5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
-nope...weird gila if aku ade
6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
-definitely!haha!best oo..kawan ngn aku...
7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
-rarely
8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
-huh?
9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
-yes!!!one of my dream before i turn 30
10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
-hemm..cornflakes whole weat yang bagus tuk kesihatan tu..perasa coklat
11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
-nope...buang masa je..
12. HOW DO YOU SEE YOURSELF?
-fun to be with..pergh!
13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM?
-hemmm..vanilla yang enak..tak suka ais krim masam la yg pastinya..kalau gi kedai aiskrim biasanya order yang ade buah banyak..(apsal panjang gile penjelasan aku ni??)
14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
-their hand and their smile
15. RED OR PINK?
-red
16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
-sometimes suka tangguh benda..
17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST?
-my emak
18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
-everyone?no la..
19. WHAT COLOR PANTS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
-white pyjama with cat footsteps print on it and i dont wear shoes rite now,only pink stocking
20. WHAT ANNOY YOU THE MOST?
-people who is unconsiderate
21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
-the sound of birds chirping outside
22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOR WOULD YOU BE?
-turqoise
23. FAVORITE SMELLS?
-fresh rose
24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
-mat
25. FUTURE CAR?
-my dream car vw beetle..tp rsnya akan bleibt dream je
26. FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
-basketball
27. HAIR COLOUR?
-blue black
28. EYE COLOR?
-black
29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
-yeessaa
30. FAVORITE FOOD?
-my mum cooks
31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
-scary movies with happy ending
32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
-seven pounds..but tertido tgh2
33. WHAT COLOR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
-turqoise
34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
-summer
35. HUGS OR KISSES?
-kisses when happy,hugs when sad
36. WHAT ARE YOUR HOBBIES?
-menonton movies,membaca buku or majalah yang menarik,travelling
37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-when asked politely
38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
-when under pressure
39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
-how to move mount fuji
40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
dont have one..dulu kartun tikus
41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT
-didn't watch tv last night
42. FAVORITE SOUND(S)?
-ocean's wave or air terjun
43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
-beatles
44. WHAT IS THE FURTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
- doceland..kira kalau melawat negara2 jiran kat sini pon bih kurang la kan
45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT(S)?
- hemmmmm,nope..boring gila kan
46. WHERE WERE U BORN?
- wilayah persekutuan
47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
-nobody...saya hanya obesess ngn diri sendiri..haha
48. HOW DID YOU MEET YOUR SPOUSE/SIGNIFICANT OTHER?
-how can i know he is my significant other?
buatla tag ni if rs nk buat k..aku buat after auni..
Sunday, March 01, 2009
Alhamdulillah

i am in a mood to print out my gratitude today..saya bersyukur dan berterima kasih pada pencipta saya kerana
*saya dikelilingi oleh rakan2 dan keluarga yang mempunyai aura positif dan menyayangi saya seadanya..
*saya sihat dan sempurna sifat fizikalnya
*rezekiNya yang melimpah ruah untuk saya
*perjalanan hidup saya yang menjadikan saya adalah saya pada hari ini
dan jika disenaraikan secara detail,tentu jemulah anda semua membacanya dan mungkin secara tidak sedar akan menimbulkan riak dan hasad dengki di hati manusia( ? )
saya bercakap di telefon dengan rakan baik saya hari ini,dan dia menyedarkan saya dengan ayat ini.Allah itu selalu membantu hambaNya apabila hati hambaNya berkehendak.Tidak kiralah jika hatinya berkehendakkan yang baik atau yang buruk.Saya sedar itu(anda rasa tak ayat itu ada benarnya ??),dan saya insaf kerana saya kenalah berhati2 menjaga hati saya,supaya hati saya berkehendakkan hanya kehendak yang baik.
hope u all had a nice wekend..mine adalah dipenuhi dengan memfokuskan mata saya pada kotak berkaler silber di ruang tamu saya
my long lost friends since secondary school akan datang melawat saya esok...saya tak sabar nak berjejak kasih dan spend my time with her after 15 years kami tidak berjumpa.
people change ... i know i do in a certain department
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