welcome ramadhan..

ramadhan datang lagi,dan saya gembira.
marilah kita sama2 menjalani ibadah puasa dengan penuh keikhlasan...=)
saya berharap ramdhan kali ini lebih baik dari ramadhan sebelumnya..saya sangat berharap..

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khamis lepas,saya pergi ke rumah peter dan isterinya..bermain2 dengan tim anak lelakinya yang oh sungguhla comel dan bijak..juga mempunyai hemah yang tinggi..kami makan dinner bersama2 dan tim telah menumpah kan air sebelum kami mula makan,kemudian ibunya telah meminta dia masuk ke biliknya selama 5 minit..dan dia patuh tanpa banyak soal..dan kami juga menunggu 5 minit sebelum mula makan...dan pada saya,cara ini adalah baik berbanding memukul atau meninggikan suara pada anak2..ketika makan juga,ibunya selalu menyatakan cara yang baik dan sopan bagi ikutan tim.kemudian apabila masuk masa tidurnya,saya telah diminta untuk membacakan bedtime story for him...i am shy,but i love it..i consider to be a parents is a very challenging task,u have to be a good example for your children..in everything..

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i was in berlin this weekend,we had merdeka celebration at rumah malaysia (embassador's house).we had nasi lemak,roti jala and rendang..nyum nyum..!after melihat rumahnya yang sangatlah besar(ada swimming pool ok!)..saya tetiba mahu menjadi seorang duta..nanti bolehlah saya berjalan merata...bukankah indah begitu?tetapi pasti banyak yang perlu difikirkan...

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kami bermalam di rumah encik tukiren on saturday dan saya telah mengadopt ikan2 gapinya...sekarang saya ade banyak ikan gapi...akuarium saya kelihatan meriah!=)

the team

this is tne CAE team...we (the asian) are obviously klein oder?


*photo taken at monja's wedding party*

yummy sunday lunch

we ate crab today!!!!me cook rendang pedas ketam and preeti(my nachbarin) cook curry crab..they were delicicous..we had it with rice and nan...accompanied with ice mango juice..i can see a big smile in my membukit tummy saying thank you to me...=)

i bake muffin and cake this morning...and this time they turn out pretty delicious...i love them..last week i bake raspberry muffin but i am not satisfied with it..i guess the recipe is not that good(or maybe i was wrong somewhere)


yesterday we went to shop at braunschweig and i met din and y and we had dinner at nice indian restaurant..catched up stories with them and had lots of laugh...i got myself three new gorgeous top from orsay and nice gray pant from zara..also bought cute accessories from karstadt..we came back to wolfsburg around 23 uhr..


I guess my weekend turn out to be the way that i want it to be...relaxing and satisfying.=)

p/s:i really have to lose weight fast,i can not fit to xs anymore..help!!!!

i have to blog about this

QUARTER-LIFE CRISIS(QLC)...

The quarterlife crisis (QLC) is a term applied to the period of life immediately following the major changes of adolescence, usually ranging from the ages of 21 - 30

oh my god!i did not know that this exist..=P

Characteristics of quarter-life crisis may include:

• feeling "not good enough" because one can't find a job that is at one's academic/intellectual level-currently no
• frustration with relationships, the working world, and finding a suitable job or career-jain
• confusion of identity-yes
• insecurity regarding the near future-yes
• insecurity concerning long-term plans, life goals-jain
• insecurity regarding present accomplishments-jain
• re-evaluation of close interpersonal relationships-yes
• disappointment with one's job-no
• nostalgia for university, college, high school or elementary school life-jain
• tendency to hold stronger opinions-yes
• boredom with social interactions-no
• loss of closeness to high school and college friends-yes
• financially-rooted stress (overwhelming college loans, unanticipatedly high cost of living, etc.)-no
• loneliness-YES
• desire to have children--emmmm....definitely,maybe
  
• a sense that everyone is, somehow, doing better than you..no

so,are you under QLC??

P/S:better to have QLC and tackle the problem now rather than having MLC and regret because it was too late..=)
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i walked back with KC today and we discussed about me want to transfer to KL next year,he also want to transfer to Australia(dont know when)

KC:i dont know lo,but at the age of 25 everything seems to change..like everything is so serious...

Me:yo lar,i was always planning ahead from the age of 13..but i planned only until my age is 25
..and now that i am at that age,i don't have plan anymore..and i am kind of lost..

actually yes,it scares me...

China

i was looking at flight ticket back home in december when i found out that one of the cheapest offer is from china airway...hemmmmmmmmmmmmm...do u know that china is one of the country that i LOVE to visit before i turn 50?=P
hemmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm....maybe i will make a stop over in China and fly back with air asia which i found quite cheap..hemmm,but..one week is not enough for that huge country...i need at least 2 weeks,but i want to spend time in malaysia too...what should i do?2-3 hr ot from now on?i got 21 days of annual holiday,plus christmas,plus new year,i should get more or less a month holiday...hemmm,should i??but,travel alone in China?hemmmm.....anyone want to join me?

p/s:i will most probably work here nur until next year...so,i guess i should use the chance to travel wisely...
p/s :auni,spain?bilenya?:)

hochzeit party

we attended monja wedding yesterday..and it was A LOT OF FUN!!!!!!!=D

18:00
ok,i wore that polka dot dress,i know most of them will wear black dress but i don't want to waste my money on dress and i am lazy to go shopping(omg,i can not believe this..hehe)
i was worried that i would be menyerlah but then who cares,they will notice me anyway because i am different(and beautiful???)hahahah...
first we came and there were people throwing keramik plate outside of the old restaurant..the old tradition they said..we greet the bride(who looks ravishing in her wedding dress i should say) and groom.kollegen decided to buy ballons with postcard and tied them to the tables and people should fill the postcard in and jot down what they want to do with the bride and groom like go watch movie together,dinner or eat ice cream..and i wrote that they should cook one malay meal with me..so we will see whether the postcard will be picked up by someone..=)later the pelepasan belon ceremony ..i want la to do that on my wedding because they are beautiful...red heart balloons floating in the sky...
then the dinner...the dance,the kiss,the breaking the toilet bowl ceremony,the dance,the kiss..and around 22 uhr,the games..coollness!!the bride n groom test and i can say they pass with flying colours..23:30 the cutting the cake ceremony..the dance the game the kiss the dance..
we went back to wolfsburg at 1:30

i really treasure last night experience..(i even dance on the dance floor ok,it was fun but i never imagine i will do it..hehe)

and oh my god,tino was so cute dancing the quack2 dance and damn!he's married..hehe
he asked me,don't u want to seat there?(pointing at the bride chair)..and i thought at that time,so i said no...and he was surprised,and then i realized that he meant in my life..and i said,yes of course yes,but not now..

i actually don't know anymore what i want...that is..the truth is i enjoy my life here,i learnt a lot..but...there's always but...

p/s:will upload pics later..

kimi wa petto

i watched kimi wa petto again this week,i love matsumoto jun...and i want a pet like him!!...anyone want to be my pet?i will cook for u..:D


p/s:bawal was dead yesterday(found tersepit behind the o2 thingy)...and i felt angry...why they want to play hide and seek in the aquarium????i sometimes felt that there is a conspiracy between the fishes...

wallllleeeeeee....

watch it!u will love it...trust me..=)

Alhamdulillah

*rambut baru saya*
hemmm...Alhamdulillah,i am now confirm as a berechnungs engineer bei meiner Firma..=)
i didn't expect that it will go smoothly and all the compliments that i get boost my confidence a bit..i thought that i am slow..but apparently i am not that slow..hehe
i will wait until 14.10 before i bring some malay food for my colleges..bcos knutt ,matthias,christian and monja are in holiday..
now i can plan my holiday back home...tak sabar...!
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i bought friends for bilis yesterday ..2 of them..the girl said that they should be at least 5 of them in one aquarium because they schutz each other..but when i put bilis friends in my aquarium...bilis seems not excited at all...he still melancholy as before..have i bought the wrong fish family..they look the same to me...but why bilis dont want friend with them..??

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i was at the bus haltestelle when a woman next to me ask the time..i answered and after that she asked me..'what do you eat?why you are so slim?'...and i was like..'err....rice?'.'rice with what?which kind of rice?'.....'errr.....basmati.rice with fleisch...'
that's weird...oder?

probezeitende gespräch

i should have my probezeitende gespräch at 14 uhr today....BUT,anke was sick and she did not came to work today so tino postponed the gespräch since anke ist my betreuerin..for the gespräch,i have to list the positive and negative in my point of view and company view.i dont know what to list.negative,i am slow,still need guidance,communication problem leads to misverständnis...what else hah?positive:i am rajin(?)..i am motivated and love my job ,i am ready to learn new things...i am cute and indah........?????apekah ini???...tapi saya kena angkat bakul oder..if not who will angkat my bakul?the thing is ,during the process of mengangkat bakul..i have to sound professional right?*tekanan*i can not say,i am an asset to the company since i ate less biscuit from our office rack or use my own pen to write..right??

i am not sure if i will have another gespräch by the end of my six months probezeit...i plan to go back to malaysia in dec since my bestfriend getting hitch and my close cousin too.i want to spend time with abah.abah was hospitalize for half day last week because of his blood pressure and i am damn worry about him.but,i can not show it to them because they will get worry that i am worry about them...

i normally do not show how i felt..i have master the technik of playing cool..(yela sangat:P)

The Little Prince

it's been a awhile since i read an interesting book.i saw this book many times before but i always postpone on buying it.when we missed the ausfahrt going to ikea,we end up chilling for a while in hannover and that is when i bought the book.it was a good buy..the book moves and touches me..the journey of the prince in his so called world is refreshing.He makes several profound and idealistic points about life and human nature..i simply love it.


"On ne voit bien qu'avec le cœur, l'essentiel est invisible pour les yeux." (One can't see well except with the heart, the essential is invisible to the eyes)