aidiladha

selamat hari raya aidiladha and selamat tahun baru!

italy(23-27.12.06)

23.12.06(shopping day)
sampai kat rome.check in hotel and bejalan di termini.me and su nak pi factory outlet,so kitorang pon bertanya and bergerak ke castel romano factory outlet.on the way from the station bus and the factory outlet..ade 2 lelaki dlm keter yg mengekori kitorang..sangatlah scary..jalan tu memang senyap sunyi and dikelilingi oleh kilang2.those 2 italian naik keter and berhenti seblah kitorang and speak auf italianisch..me n su buat tak tahu je..ingat pas tu diorang blah..skali,diorang pusing and ikut kitorang,sampai kat kitorang..usya and cakap lagi and pusing balik..sebanyak 4 kali..saiko gila..me dh scary giler..dahlah jalan tu sunyi..and me pakai my boots..if nk lari pon cam erkkk..huhu..luckily,kali ke lima..diorang give up and blah..saiko..saiko...tu br first day kat rome..huhu..after balik dr that factory outlet..me n su pi spagna.usya those branded shops and whining bout napelah kami tak kaya...:P
we taste those famous italian pizza..seriously,i can give them 4 sterne..

24.12.06(rome from a new perspective..roma da una nuova prospettiva)
we took this tour bus which kostet 13 euro.rome is very lah best..sangatlah suka...the bus stop at 11 tourist attractions di rome.

1.termini(the train station),
2,quirinale,
3.colosseo,
4.bocca della verita,
5.piazza venezia,
6.piazza navona,
7.san pietro,
8.piazza cavour,
9.ara pacis,
10.fontana di trevi
11.via veneto..

so,the journey began la kan..memula we all dengar the penerangan and pusing all those 11 stops..then we stoped at piazza venezia and took pictures and walked to colosseo..me sangatlah kagum..the italian did a good job memelihara colosseum,the pride of rome..me beli buku rome and the vatican and from it that i know yang colosseum ialah memulanya had the same function as a modern giant stadium(gladiator fight) then it used as a cemetry,a fortress and above all as a quary for building materials.kemudian kami bejalan2 lagi and our last destination is that fontana di trevi..punyalah payah nak cari kerna keayaman kami turun di station yg salah..and when we arrived there..my battery camera sudahlah habis and hanya sempat ambil gambar su sahaja..me sangat2 lah kecewa sehinggakan me wunsche me can go there one more time so that me dpt tangkap 80 juta keping gamba with that fontana..geram!

dr buku:the FONTANA DI TREVI is not only celebrated for its excellent water but for the legend whoever drinks it or throws a coin in the fountain,will assure his return to rome.

tak kire,honeymoon kat italy..!

oh,we tried that famous italien food..spagetti!and sangatlah sedap sehingga kami nak beli 2 pinggan sorang..ok..and kami sudah buat kesimpulan,perempuan2 italy adalah kurus kerna pemakanan mereka yang sihat dan makan dalam kuantiti yg sangatlah wasatiah...huhu.

oh ya,the vatican city juga adalah menarik..

25.12.06(natal di florence)
hari natal and we bergerak ke florence.sampai di florence,kami check in hotel and the scenery there is gorgeous despite the kehijauan..=P
we berjalan2 di florence..menangkap2 gambar di plazza del duomo,makan ice cream di lorenzo, crossed ponte vecchio,jatuh cinta dengan suara kunstler jalanan.(italien songs are actually sedap),makan kacang bakar di piazzale michelangelo and had enuff with patung lelaki bogel yang bertaburan di florence..
makan seafood spagetti di restoran mahal..dilayan dengan mesra oleh pelayan kacak,jeles dengan anak2 muda florence yang obviously sangat kaya,mendengar nyanyian soprano kunstlerin jalanan and bergambar dengan beruang kutub..

26.12.06(kenen lernen him..leonardo da vincci)
we checked out after breakfast..and menaiki train tuk ke pisa..pisa is gorgeous..saya agak terkejut,saya ingatkan pisa is only one tower yang tua and busuk rupenya..tetapi sangkaan ku meleset rupanya..pisa is cantik and saya sangatlah..again..kagum..

balik dr pisa,kitorang jejalan lagi di florence city dan melawat galeria degli uffizi..saya sangatlah tertarik dengan hasil ciptaan dan juga cara pemikiran leonardo da vincci..dia sangat2 lah bijak tapi saya rasa dia gay!

my kaki is tergeliat..=(

malam itu kami bergerak ke venizia..kami naik train first class..pastu kan,kami suka sebab dapat layanan istimewa..kami dpt kopi,biskut,gula2 ,tisu wangi dan kegembiraan...

27.12.06(menjelajahi bandar atas air -valenzia)
check out hotel and naik teksi pulul 8:45.arrived at roma and menaiki teksi atas air no 82 that melayari canal grande.the view is cantik.we sampai and turun at ponte di rialto.wpon kaki saya tergeliat,saya gagahkan jugak diri tuk berjalan..thanks to su yang very geduldig bist and give me helping hand...love u babe!
we went to plazza san marco and again menagkap2 gambar and melihat burung merpati dua sejoli yang banyak gile di situ.the topeng2 there are unique and sangatlah menarik..mengingatkan daku pada majlis tari menari di raja..
at 3 we all menyeberangi sungai balik and naik shuttle tuk ke airport..and to complete the journey we all telah diberi priority ticket di mana kami again mendapat layanan istimewa dr ryan air..cool kan?!hehe

overall..italy adalah sangat best...if saya sudah ke spain and complete my europetrip..i'll be back...chao bella---

that gray area..is now black ..

after consulting my mum,sis and a few very close friends..i finally did something that i want to do and should do long ago. the outcome is just like what i've imagine.the drama went just like what i have in mind.so,now i know ...and i will never again look back.i guess,i'll stick to move on and starting today..a new chapter of my life begin.i should be happy..

I thought that if I didn’t go and play
The sadness would get bored and go away
I thought that if I didn’t go astray
That all my pain would be in yesterday

But it’s true
I’m still blue
But I finally know what to do
I must quit, I must quit….. you.

Artist: Michelle Featherstone
Song: Coffee and Cigarettes

wish me and su selamat perjalanan pergi dan pulang ke rome ,florence and venice ok..and me wishing u all a verry happy holiday...cheerrss!!

saya terharu

saya nak makan kuey tiow kat thai fun..sudah 3 minggu saya dh rasa nk makan kuey tiow tu..so,on the way nak ke umah kak ina aritu..i said tu sudin..rs nk makan thai fun la..and he said..oklah,khamis depan...so,bila khamis sampai..saya pon excitedla kan...tak kire,demi thai fun..ku sanggup bayar tiket yg dh naik harge..huhhu.skali,bila sampai..ramai gila muka2 yg kukenali...saya memang dh agak mebe akan jumpa frankfurter kat situ..tapi,takdelah seramai 16 org kan...hehe..pastu saya pon duduk and tanya diorang dh order ke kan...pastu sume lek je..skali pakcik tuan kedai dtg bawak kek and bubuh depan saya..saya gelabah la kan...bukan besday saya...(saya pikir time tu..) and diorang sume yelah,kek kakwa tu...=)hehhe..bila baca my name atas tu baru percaya..hehe..serius,sangatlah terharu..sangat sangat lah...rs nak nangis pon ade kan..tapi tak machola kan nangis ..heheh..it was so much fun..thanks everybody...*terharu yang amat sangat mode*..well,this is my first surprise party..serious..memang tak agak langsung..serious..patutla sudin cam senang je nak diajak kuar..knowing him...thats a bit weird la kan..=P..thanks a lot to my lil sis shikin who made this happened..the choc cheese cake is delicious..!and the bantal is cute and akashah towel is nice and i love everybody..serious..saya sangat terharu...so..the credit goes to..nira,ain,shikin2,mus,cung,toher,syafiq,hafiz and 2 lagu tu tak ingat name..hehe...and most of all...SHIKIN,AKASHAH and SUDIN...i am glad our path crossed...

christmas spirit

me n neyn went to plus..and since i sudah ketiadaan tisu toilet,maka kami pon beli this festive tisu toilet...and surprise2..they smell like zimt or kulit kayu manis bahasa melayunya..wow!!imagine toilet paper berbau rendang during hari raya...uwekkk!!

p/s:i must save one for neyn sebab dia tak sempat pakai td...i hope the smell still there....weird!!

pecah kaca pecah gelas,sudah baca,saya balas..

baru balik dr umah kak ina ...as usual,my tummy akan penuh and i can go without eating rice for 2 weeks=P..tomorrow nena sampai and i am heppiee...tapi saya dh takde cili api and toilet paper tinggal satu role je..huhuhu..saya telah di tagged oleh farr...jadi,terimalah jawapan saya di pukul 3 pagi dia mana saya sedang menunggu kesan kopi tschibo menghilang..

3 names you go by:

1.wawa
2.kakyang
3.frau shahimi(cam sama je antwort ngn farr..haha)

3 screen names you have had:

1.lavender
2.anonymous
3.bila saya on screen,saya tak pakai nama..haha..

3 physical things you dont like about yourself:

hemmm...saya suka je sume..wpon tak perfect,tapi at least ade kan..tapi,kalau nk improve..

1.my po kot..cik denise austin walaubagaimanapun telah banyak membantu..tp still its not big deal,bak kata nena..senang nk cari suar..
2...oh..br teringat.kekadang tak suke kulit saya yg senang menggelap..dahla memang gelap kan..huhu
3....


3 things that scare you:

1.loosing peoples i love...because i sumtimes dont show my love enuff i think..
2.hemmm..doing something really wrong and mess up my whole life .. and dont know how to correct it..
3.ape kah lagi ya?pukul 3 pagi,otak ku sudah berrrkuuu...

3 of your everyday essential

1.bangun pagi gosok gigi..
2.online
3.coffee

3 of your most treasured possesion:

1.my laptop
2.bank account
3.my life lor kan..

3 things you want in a relationship:

1.caring partner but he still respect and give me my own space
2.someone who can make me feel i am beautifull in my own way and love me as who i am..
3.the passion that can keep the relationship going..and oh,can i add one more..partner yg bleh buat saya rasa selamat.

3 physical things about the opposite sex that appeal to you:

1.großer als ich
2.i dont like lelaki kurus...if he can angkat me then is ok,if not...hemm...big NO
3.i dont mind the face..really..the way he treats me is more important

3 places you want to go for vacation:

1.peru
2.one of the island in sabah
3.spain..3 je ke?

3 kids name u like:

1.saya suka nama khalifah for lelaki
2.riana will be nice..
3..erkk..saya tak pikir lagi la..tapi,part anak lelaki tu..saya memang nk kalau suami saya setuju..

3 things you want to do before you die:

1.hantar my parents for haji..
2.me going to haji wit my husband
3.have my own children..erk,nie to do ke to have?

3 ways that you are stereotypically a boy:

1. i study mechanical engineering..and i am the only girl in my class..
2.i like beautifull girls
3.i sumtimes think like a boy..

3 ways that you are stereotypically a girl:

1.i love shopping
2.i like pink
3.i have flowers and cute and cuddly stuff in my room..

erk..saya rs jawapan cam ngong..i'm off now..nite nite..

saya kan..bangga dengan awak..

saya baca ini..saya dapat ini dr kawan baru saya..saya banggalah..=)

saya nak pergi italy cuti krismas nie..ade sesapa nak ikut tak?

saya dapat makan muffins and carrot cake free hari ni..jadi,saya suka..=)..saya sayang jiran2 saya..saya nak buat donut lah nanti...i hope menjadi so that i can give them sebagai balasan..

selepas bersembang dengan 'encik yang mengaku kononnya maggi nya tak kembang dan lebih sedap dari maggi saya'..saya lebih tahu dan pasti arah tuju saya..it was a good talk..

appreciation

i read this..and i almost cry..

birthday celebration

the celebration was great!!can't be more happy..thanks for all the warm wishes and good doa..thanks for all the presents and calls and sms and msgs ..i love u all...=D

pride and prejudice

last WE was great..i enjoy every minute of it..the food was great,the companionship was great,the atmosphere was great and i like eating cotton candy made by a handsome young man...*wink*

i watched pride and prejudice just now and it is a nice movie..it thought us not to judge other people only by what u see..peoples are not books...they have heart that sometimes hide the reason of the action..

i and he...i dont know...complicated as the maze in harry potter...the longer u've been there..the more u change..and i hope in my case for the better..

tomorrow i'm going to hannover..the 24th birthday will be celebrate with friends closest to me..it give me warm feeling when people remember my birthday...my day of existence..but somehow,this year is not so important anymore like years before...

chip chip

ok,i'm up early today for nothing.the lab that i am suppose to attend has been cancelled.and my zimmer is a bit cold today that make me want to curl back under my warm blanket hopping to sail back into the dream land..i close my eyes and....grrrrr..i cant go back to sleep.

so,now my head started to think about weird things..i in a weird way like to fall in and out of love..it is tiring i know but also intriguing..you met someone,u get to know him,u like him,and u r on for the roller coaster ride...in the end..if you feeling satisfied,hurt or settle down..is up to you and your partner..

in a happy2 note..tomorrow i'm going to ulm...there will be a birthday celebration and a bachelerotte party for kia..no strip dancing i think..huhu..i have the cd hantu as requested and i hope it will be fun..

hari makan saya..

saya rasa hendak makan sepanjang hari..saya tak tau ape yg terjadi..saya suka makan hari ini.saya sudah makan omelett dan 1.5 biji roti putih yg bulat yg sedap itu,2 paket mamee monster,2 keping caramel cookies(which are sgt sedap),1 teko caramel tea,1 teko kakao,1 mug cappucino dan tetiba saya rasa sangat teringin untuk makan roti bulat putih itu bersama cheese...jadi saya bakar dan saya makan...saya sangat suka roti itu..cheese itu tidak berapa sedap..tidak seperti cheese yg saya selalu makan.nota untuk diri sendiri:jangan beli cheese di aldi lagi..

saya sebenarnya sangat bosan sejak dua jam yang lepas..jadi saya menonton gothica dia mana halle berry berlakon di dalamnya.tetiba,saya hendak dengar lagu itu..ala..litar bunyi(soundtrack) cerita ini..jadi saya cari dlm you tube..tapi saya tak tau tajuk lagu itu.di belakang saya nampaknya gothica telah mula kembali..saya dengar bunyi seram2..saya tetiba rasa takut...hemmmm....nantilah saya sambung cari soundtrack itu.kalau sesapa tahu,sila info saya ya!saya hendak sambung menakutkan diri sendiri...nite nite!

mal sehen

i'm waiting for my nasi tomato to cook ,so here goes my waiting time..

i bought webcam last mittwoch...now my sis can see me eating pizza..

i bought my lil sis usb stick she needs..no mp3..her cd player i gave her is still berfungsi...so no new mp3 darling..

i enjoy pilates right now..

'du wirst dich nach zehn Stunden besser fühlen,nach zwanzig Stunden besser aussehen und nach dreißig Stunden wirst du einen komplett neuen Körper haben..'

hemmm..leh caya ke..?neuen Körper?i want mine look like angelina jolie..can aa??

i want to kerinting kan my rambut...i wonder how i look with curly hair...=P

geram..geram..my anak buah is so cute!!

i feel like picit picit him...sori anyah!love u n faeq!

i don't want no problem ,because me professional

• It's old..i know..but me likey Tokyo Drift soundtrack...the sound of that gong erinnern mie mich an dikir barat...

• yes,i like professional...when it's over..it's over..don't u baby me anymore..

• working with abaqus for leba..lucky me,the tutorial is in english..

• read in utusan yesterday..'jangan salahkan kerajaan terhadap kerunduman sistem pendidikan'..emm,well..i dont know who is there to blame..there's no point of blaming anyone rite?for me..everyone is responsible..when i'm in Malaysia last raya...i've seen this temuramah between our PM and students in UK.Pm asked ape yg bleh di bawak balik dr luar negara nie balik tuk memantapkan lagi sistem pendidikan negara.my conclusions are:

satu:betul seperti kata Dr. Syed Nasrin Syed Zainal Abidin,malaysian students are actually lebih pandai dr all this mat saleh...for me who is almost finished wit my study here in germany..i can see the diff between ours and locals...i think we are more hardworking than them.cuma masalahnya di sini ialah bahasa.kalau lah kata kita boleh bercakap dgn lancar..surely cam emmm..lebih hebat dr diorang..tak ke?huhuhu...so,langkah atasi...students kenelah mahirkan diri dgn english since skang nie negara makin maju and banyak usahasama ngn company international..

dua:ok,me tak faham..some yg bercakap time tu adalah malaysian yg menjadi lecturer kat universiti kat uk..and u hebat2 lak tu...and like Dr Syed Nasrin yg dulu penah jd lec kat usm ..dia kata dia lari sebab birokrasi kat sana..hemmm...i wonder..(well maybe he have family to feed) if u are so semangat nk naikkan bangsa malaysia,nape yg lari?(emm...dia tak baca my blog kan..kang kene saman..mati aku..huhu)masalahnya,ramai yg macam dia..sgtlah pandai tetapi tidak menyumbang kepandaian tu pada negara balik..kalau cam sume lec yg lari nie bergabung and ambik langkah2 tuk ubah sistem pendidikan negara.surely cam ade org akan dengar kan..they are not nobody ..(ingat nk samakan ngn pakcik sapu sampah,tapi pakcik sapu sampah pon sumbody gak kan...)

dua setengah:lebih banyakkan projek tuk students yang involve latest software yang related to the subject..such (for me mechanical students) UG,ABAQUS,MATLAB, and so on..improve english,improve communication,improve teamfähig...

tiga:graduan menganggur tu pulak sebab ape ya?memilih ke?hemmm,pada pendapat saya..

1.kurang kemahiran dalam soal sesi jawab temuduga
2.result cukup makan and there's no special ability
3.kurang kemahiran berbahasa Inggeris
4.tak bace bismillah sblom masuk interview..

and masalah lainlah kot kan..hemmm..me pon takleh nk ckp lebih sgt sebab me pon tak penah lagi mintak interview kerje kat mesia kan..tapi,dr pengalaman nk mintak praktikal kat sini...adalah penting:

1.CV yg mempersonakan..professional i can say
2.pemakaian and personaliti yg ditunjukkan ketika interview
3.baca bismillah and doa bebanyak before pergi tu..

• ingat nk tulis skit je,skali berjela plak..so,now nk pi sambung study ..chiao

daily cup of here and there...

1.went jogging at 6:30 and had a headache at 6:45pm.maybe it's because of the weather or the food or lack of warming up?i think i have a fever coming up..thank God tomorrow no class...i can go bergolek2 atas katil for the whole day ...hemm...i can...but that will be dead boring

2.the usrah went great..i should do it more often..

3.i still don't have plan for this we.the sinki is badly rosak that i can't do the jamuan raya can i? sollte ich ins kino gehen...?

4.there's one time when i told su that i'm worried..because i felt like everything always goes my way..which is great and i trully thanking God for that..Alhamdulillah..but,there's time i can't help myself wondering and feeling a bit scared..what if when the ujian come ..it will be a huge one which i can't hadapi..?but again,Allah will not uji His hamba with sumthing that he can't bear kan?but then ..su said that i am actually sentiasa diuji..it just that sumtimes i did not perasan..hemmm..i guess i am content with my life.again..Alhamdulillah...

4.5.thanks su..for the cake story..i know..u always be there for me....*kuss*

5.I really like to write sumthing clever here...so i'm quoting:

Be willing to have it so. Acceptance of what has happened is the first step to overcoming the consequences of any misfortune.

-William James-
(i like him the most...his quotes made me think 'this man like to think from B to A..the other way round')

live and learn

1.i broke up with him...it's been a week now.. of all the day,today is the day everything bout him came pouring endlessly back to me..the song,the food,the pon and zi,the smell...small-small thing...it hurts..i admit it..

2.love is a very strange feeling....i dont give much thought bout it...i rarely put my guard down..i guess i'm scared ...i know my heart is fragile and i guard it with all my will so that it is not to be broken...

3.i won a silver medal in the bowling competition last weekend..although i admit that i dont menyumbangkan sesen pon for that...anyway,thanks and sorry to fasi,dill and most of all farr...i guess,people will consider 10 x to invite me as their teammate next time..huhu...me pecah rekod ...4 x berturut2 my ball menyapu longkang..:P

4.my yahoo account has been hacked...so,please feel free to add me back at nurulazurashahimi@yahoo.com ok!

5.I'm killing my time watching bleach rite now..

6.feel relieved..I've got my thema für prom and leba already....Alhamdulillah..

presenting penelope cruz

10 things i ....

1.i have a strange dream this morning and i woke up with tears in my eyes...

2.i seriously have to start changing mode..no more holiday mode..

3.can't wait for my furniture from ikea to arrive..

4.i have a new plant..and its an orchid..i love my penelope cruz!i hope it would not die..at least for a few months...bitte bitte...

5.i've made up my mind..i'll be mengikuti jejak langkah lorelai..(but seriously,do i wait?i don't remember waiting..)

6.i want cili api..i want..i want..need to go to asia shop on monday.

7.my bericht kene puji...alhamdulillah..

8.he asked me....did i have a new boyfriend when i'm in malaysia?did i?

9.du gefällst mir...and i remember melting...(ok,me sound stupid...)

10.i hate kons...

gg

Linny: So, what you gonna do? Only you can make you wait. Nobody else can. You need to decide what you want and what you're willing to give up to get it. And then you've got to be okay with that. Or you've got to be okay with waiting.

Lorelai: I could lose him if I pushed too hard.

Linny: You don't really seem to have him now. At least not the way you want to have him. You won't get anything unless you ask for it. Then if you ask for it and you don't get it, maybe it wasn't worth having in the first place. Some things are just never meant to be. No matter how much we wish they were.

Lorelai: Can only imagine what you could do if you had a couch.

i just love gilmore girls...

lavender

i dont know why i named this blog lavender..i dont even like lavender...it will be my last choice of shower gel if there's lavender terpampang on it...i dont know...dont ask me no more.sometimes i always think that there should not be a reason for everything.thats why when we failed in etwas,it is easier to accept it as 'ade lah hikmahnya tu' rather than blaming other people or even yourself endlessly..that is my opinion..enuff bout that...

the weather is getting colder and colder...today is halloween...there were children wearing costumes went berhari raya with karung gula2 instead of lots and lots of sampul hijau..i found them very cute....=)

got scolded beim staudt...the water is leaking down there...and it's from my toilet...ok,i've only duschen once since i wohne here(br second day ok,demam lak tu)...how come there were water dropping even when i'm not using the dusche??give me a break..it's not my fault..it's your clumsy work of making the leitung that cause the water leaking if you ask me..and yes!i'm mopping the floor at that time...not bermandi manda and membasahkan the whole floor.....ingat ape?just bad timing i guess...

still wondering..what should i do?what should i say?just wait n see....

am back

feeling not so well today..br je sampai frankfurt pagi nie.me went to amik barang kat hauptwache with he who can be considered as a very good friend.nasib baik dia ade,if not...i think my tangan sudah tercabut and perlu dijahit kembali.sampai umah kene kemas barang plak.br pindah umah lah katekan...and now,sedang berehat..am tak larat.my mata and nose is berair and am tak larat nk pindah all those heavy boxes.nasib baik my jiran sudah pindahkan my barang to this room..if not..tak taulah bile nk abis bekemasnya..thanks a lot to them...
raya and ramadhan was great.am very happy and i have my driving license with me now..yippee..:)
*cough*...*cough*...i want my mama...dont know where my panadol is.....

packing..

ok,br aje abis packing..now,wanna check verbindung for tomorrow..beli punya beli,taruk punya taruk...penuh gile beg tu..ingat tak mau bawak hand luggage,skali sampai kene bawak back pack...tak taulah ape yg banyak sgt.normally beli coklat aje 50 euro..but kali nie beli skit je 20 euro je..so?tak tau ape yg banyak n besar sangat..help!!ayoyo..angkat beg tu je dh terhoyong hayang..hope morgen tak overweight sudah...check in skali ngn isan..dia dpt last minute..so,it will be me,far,isan n fatah...esok plak kene naik train sendiri pi kl sentral..hemm..first time lak tu..sesorang lak tu..with that beg gajah...hemmm..thinking of resusun that beg so that can empty the hand lugage..think think...actually just ade set tea je dlm beg pack tu..if nk tinggal..cam sayang plak..i think i'll not use it...think think...takpelah,bawak jelah hand luggage tu...still thinking ..hemm....nak makan ape ya balik mesia..hemmm...sedapnya..nk makan rendang for sure..kerang will be ..ok dh lari topik...takpelah,just let it be..people in malaysia are baik hati rite..will not just laugh and watch if i like tergolek with my beg gajah rite...*praying mode*

beg

i've got only 3 days to settles everything before going back to malaysia. i have to

1.beli beg besar
2.siapkan bericht praktikum and hantar..
3.pindah barang
4.packing
5.shopping barang nk bawak balik
6.kemas rumah

semalam dah pindah sikit2 barang balik bingen.i tot shikin stay sampai ende sept..tapi upenya sampai ende oct..so,i can still biar my things here...like my bike sebab if nk bawak balik sok cam tak cukup tangan je..

aduh,tak taulah ape jadi..tp for me everytime balik mesia..sure beg kaputt..tak taulah cane diorang baling beg tu sampai patah2..sakit hati je..thinking of buying a quality one this time..i like this one samsonite beg..orange in colour,have the quality that i want and i think is suitable for me..penat je hari nie..ulang alik karstadt and kaufhoff mencari begnya...129 euro for 71 cm punya beg..i think is quite cheap bebanding yg lain..tp,hemmm...dia cam berat skit..adui,skang nie makin susah plak nk bat keputusan...akhirnya td balik terus ohne beg sebab dh tak larat dah...kalau yg korok pon dah 40 lebih...so,baik bli je samsonite trus oder??at least ade gerento 3 taun..=P

tak sabar nk balik...

echt?

I'm playing with my own heart.So bear with me..this entry is something that not all people can understand..so,if you think you will puke please leave now...

I 've called mum today,and surprisingly,mum asked..:'so,camne ngn kawan kakyang tu'(i've told her all about laith and francois)..me:'hemm,tu la..dah takdelah jumpa..lgpon francois skang balik negara dia..laith kekadang je jumpa...' and i told her everything about francois and how i like him better than laith.knowing my mum,she just want me to be happy and all.she also asked wether su have seen him or not and i told her that su kata ok and she said she's ok with it as long as me pandai jaga diri because she said that i look happy when i'm with him..mum said:'hemm,bawaklah gamba dia,nanti tunjuk kat abah'..i've also told abah bout francois n laith. but knowing abah..he will never like the idea of having a stranger as a menantu..ok..after hanging up..there's a buzz...surprisingly,its him...


wa (01.09.2006 13:31:04): meine mutter will dein foto sehen
he (01.09.2006 13:31:21): nein oder?
wa (01.09.2006 13:31:30): ich hab gesagt ich hab kein foto von dir
wa (01.09.2006 13:31:31): hahaha
wa (01.09.2006 13:31:33): haste angst?
he (01.09.2006 13:31:43): nein ich bin froh
wa (01.09.2006 13:31:44): willste dein foto geben
he (01.09.2006 13:31:44): :)
he(01.09.2006 13:31:50): dass sie mich sehen will
he(01.09.2006 13:31:53): ja
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he (01.09.2006 13:32:52): hemmmmmmmmm willste mir deine Familie vorstellen?;)
wa (01.09.2006 13:33:20): hahahaha
wa (01.09.2006 13:33:35): keine ahnung
wa (01.09.2006 13:33:41): kann ich?
he (01.09.2006 13:34:15): ja warum nicht?
wa (01.09.2006 13:34:28): haste keine angst?
he(01.09.2006 13:34:46): nein
he (01.09.2006 13:35:02): um gottes willen; wieso sollte ich angst haben?
wa (01.09.2006 13:35:35): hemmm...mein vater ist ein serious mann
he (01.09.2006 13:35:45): schoen


erkkkk**tak takut ek?kenapa tak takut?because dia jauh ke?i've told him,my father can cari dia if he will and he is cool with that...errkkk..i should ask him to see my parent plak after this...i wonder what would be his answer..

cant find one.

today is my last day at work..bring karipap and popia with me..celebrate a little bit..thats what i think..finished up all my work..send my latest gui to christian,timo and markus...transfer my belonging from the comp to usb and wallah,i'm ready to celebrate..so,me bring the kuih to all people in the department and ready to go home.it was a sweet sour memory...

after that,have a rush need to go shopping..dont know why...to celebrate i guess..plus,i need a new wallet..mine is already kaputt..i've been wallet hunting for three days now but still cant find the right one.i've always ended up not buying any wallet but some silly stuffs like brombeere loshion and make up..what the heck..i've withdrawn 70 to buy new wallet and now i've only got 40 left..shoot!

i've got only one week left to cherish being a frankfurter..and today ONLY after 5 moths living here in hauptwache that i found a few interesting shop in zeil galerie...there are ice blended shop and popcorn shop with mouth watering geschmeck of popcorn..!NOW,after there are nobody left to enjoy such a cute shop like that with me.sHooot again!

i thought of going to kino tonite..but kak ina said that she want to sleep at my place tomorrow and go watch movie..i've already see the kino programm and there are not many movies worth my money..the one i think is ok to see is pirates of the carribean..other than that..nope.before kak ina called,i've already sms laith asking him to watch movie with me and he said ok for saturday..hemmm...good movie..where are you?

on a different not
..i've texted

Me:i hate my boss.i hate my work..*snif*

Answ1:Hehe..Welcome to the real world..
Answ2:Why did u hate him?I'm going somewhere now.We chat later ok..
Answ3:.......(no answer)..and when i'm online..he started talking to me and give me a losung

and..to tell the truth,i hate man who give me a solution to my problem when i not needed it.If i want one,i will ask..the text will have a ? in it dont you think??At that time,Answ2 really calm me down...See,he is that Mr right....sh*t...things gonna be hard for me..

Männer..cant live with them,can't live without them....

welcher beziehungstyp sind sie?

ich bin die unabhängige...

frekking cold

today i have a temin mit martina ikert..and markus war nicht da..und das beurteilungsbogen hat er noch nicht erfullen....wargh!!und warum muss ich das borgen zur axel geben??snif snif..am sad...
i've got another invitation today from yantie..she's getting married on 3.9..and i'm not back home until 10.9...again..am sad..me wanna makan nasi minyak.i've told mum,and she said,nevermind..nanti kenduri kita masak nasi minyak ya...and i'm like..mana bleh mak,nasi minyak tuk kenduri kahwin ...and mum like..takpelah...me love my mum..but i think i can go eat nasi minyak kat kedai mamak if there's no kenduri after i go back....(ayat sedih)
i'm waiting for my pilates cd from amazon....for the whole week i've only bina my badan.am malas to go swimming and am malas to go jogging...the weather is frekking cold and all i can think about is food...naja...maybe its not so bad...at least,i'll not be scolded by abah if i gain a few kg before going back home am i?
am missing him...whyla,i hate this feeling...he is all wrong but he is also mr right..i know,i'm suppose to break up with him..and now is like the best time..he is so far away and i am here and i'm also gonna be far away in weeks of time..BUT....i dont know...*sigh*
love is all about loving each other rite...and when i am down he is there..at least he try to be there for me...yes,love make people dumb and do stupid things.did i tell you that people produce the same chemical substance in their body when they are in love as a mad person did??go read national geographic for more...

rumah terbakar panggil bomba

well,hari ini dalam sejarah.weekend ini adalah bosan...so,on saturday..after go window..(ok not window actually) shopping..me like oklah,masaklah nasi lemak sambal udang yg kononnya nk masak for dza and others last weekend..(but since terjadinya adegan mengunci diri di luar umah ..the 1kg udang are still there in my fridge...)the nasi lemak turn out sedaplah jugak despite the nasi is cooked with susu instead of santan..
ok,sambung cite...so,today i woke up and thought oklah,nak makan lah nasi lemak semlam for lunch kan..so,me pon nak lah goreng telur kan..so..panaskanlah periuk semalam yg ade minyak baki goreng keropok..i turned on the hot plate and go back to my nobuta wo produce..tetibe...pufffff!!!!me nampak api kat dapor tu..biar betik kan!!!melompatlah aku dr katil n bekejar ke dapor..api menjalar besar gile dlm periuk tu..what tuf!!aku dengan cemas nya (ok,gelabah kan..so,dr kecik org kata if ade api curah air kan)mencurah segelas air dlm periuk tu..skali....pofffff!!!api menjalar naik ke almari..yaAllah...mengucap aku dibuatnya..dlm otak trus pikir ya Allah aku bakar umah aku ..camne nie..seriously..api tu menjalar tepi dapur and bawah rak pinggan tu around 4 second..then dia surut..alhamdulillah lah..nothing serius happened.tapi,sume bahagian dapor tu jelaga and me terpakse menyental dapor for about 1 hour tu hilangkan jelaga tu.umah berasap tak tekirelah..on the split second api tu menjalar..me terfikir yaAllah..camne kalau umah nie terbakar and will i have to bayar like thousand of euro or like will i die as mati terbakar...huh,Alhamdulillah lah umah tak terbakar..=P
entahlah,camne leh ada api dlm periuk tu aku pon tak tau..tapi yg pastinya,sure ade hikmah di sebalik all this kan.=P..wall paper tepi dapor tu cam dh jadi kelabu..i thought of replacing it ..but tgklah cane nanti..
tetiba cam teringat..semlam sembang ngn laith..dia kata me suke buat action movie..and i said,yelah..maybe i'll make some more action movie last night..haa...kau!tu dia punya action movie..now,i'm takut to goreng telur dah..i'm thinking of only telur rebus..have a safe weekend everyone!=)me wanna mandi..me smell like a carbon..

the imperfection...

i've been reading this blog since...i dont know..(wait..what the hell is going on outside..ade org menjerit2 cam org gile..haiyaa..people in frankfurt kekadang tu cam toink!)ok..sambung balik..it is a very interesting blog i should say..i actually love doctors..i found their life is very interesting...i even remember wanna marry a doctor when i was a teenager..this doctor is ...i dont know...anders kann man sagen.a very intelligent person with a unique personality...but now she jarang2 dah tulis blog and today when i opened her blog and found a new entry..i like so excited to read it.when she mentioned this..

Sometimes, he can cook, clean, ring you daily, blue when he misses you, mad when somebody pisses you. But in the morning, when you’re half awake and half aphasic and you go ‘honey, pukul berapa?’ and he goes, ‘english please baby, speak english’, then you know you still have an imperfections issue you still have to face up to.

i just cant help myself to feel the same....

turki(9.8.06 - 13.8.06)

9.8.06(Rabu)
pada hari ini saya,nena,intan,fasi,za dan aida telah terbang bersama-sama ke turki.penerbangan kami berjalan agak lancar despite the unfriendly pramugari melayan kami sehingga saya hampir meramas p*ng*ng salah seorang darinya untuk meminta mereka mengambil sampah2 saya.=P..ianya pada pendapat saya bukanlah salah saya.mereka sepatutnya melayan kami wpon mereka tidak reti berbahasa inggeris..hehe.ok,penerbangan yg mengambil masa selama 3 jam itu agak menarik kerana kami telah melintas laut dan berjaya melihat kapal2 sedang belayar di atas lautan biru itu.setibanya kami di sana,kami pon bergerak menuju ke hostel kami di mana kami telah berjaya menaiki tram berbau ketiak yg agak kuat.pada pendapat kami,pemandangan dari airport ke hostel agak hampir seperti pemandangan kuala lumpur..setibanya di hostel,kami telah dilayan dengan mesranya oleh pejaga hotel yg dikenali sebagai hilmi atau lebih dikenali sebagai pinki(later that we know his name is nuri..)..then,we go dinner with him,took pictures with blue mosque and headed back to sleep..

10.8.06(Khamis)
well,we bangun awal and have our first breakfast at the terrace with the view of marmara sea i( think)..it's beautifull..and i love the bread..=)
after that,we all went to blue mosque..it's beautifull inside with such a unique design..subhanallah.we took pictures and went to underground city..took a few pictures with the statue of women with snakes hair...went for lunch and hemm..was noch?oh ya,me and fasi telah tertipu ngn mamat chai..bengang gile..rasa nk pi terajang toot dia sambil menumpahkan the whole chai dia....tensi!oh ya,br teringat,we also went for the cruise...at 230pm,we started our trip when the tourist guide picked us up kat hostle and naik van dia sambil menceritakan sejarah and names of building around istanbul.the suara is so mendayu2 menyebabkan ade antara kami yg tertido.later,we went to naik cabel car and melihat kuburan orang kenamaan and ahli agama mereka di lereng bukit.the view dr atas sangat cantik jadi kami pon lagi skali posing bergambar di atas bukit.(ok,sambung balik bebila ade mood nk bat laporan)

(uih,lama dh tak bukak blog..let me sambung laporan turki)
sepanjang perjalanan menaiki van itu ,kami dapat melihat tembok yg dibina sebelum perang...after that kitorang telah dibawa untuk menaik bot sambil mendengar pakcik mendayu menceritakan nama2 bangunan yg dilalui sepanjang sungai.turki pada pendapat saya amatlah cantik.later,pergi makan and balik tido.oh,i forgot...i think we all pegi undergorund city tu today..

11.08.06(Jumaat)
ok,today is a shopping day..we went like crazy datin bershopping kat market turki.the penjual sume like malaysia..come here...!ayoyo,pening tau!me beli banyak tudung ..a few to bawak balik tuk family.oso beli this one tudung..for me it is nice to wear it for bertunang because it look so pure..cewahh..hehe..entah bile nk bertunangnya tak taulah..after penat shopping tudung,we went to spices market.i bought set chai,apple tea,buah fig,and turkische delight..this turkische delight is so delightfull that i wonder kenapala before this i tak penah makan turkische delight.satu nikmat yg patutnya lagi awal dikecapi..=P

12.08.06(Sabtu)

hemmm..batpe ek hr nie?demmit..dah lama sangat,lupe plak bat pe..let me see...ahad ingat,sabtu....haaa...kitorang pi tgk sufi dance...wow!!that performance is seriously magnificent..i recommend sesape nk pi turki..tgk sufi dance nie,,i dont know,i think group sufi nie cam sesat but they actually do sembah Allah and ngaku nabi muhammad pesuruh Allah but they have this sufi who i think cam ketua kump yg cam agak sesat.the first half is dengar diorang main alat muzik..sambil like bernasyid.the music was so nice that i'm thinking of buying the cd.but you see,i dont understand turkische sprache so takutlah if actually dlm lagu dia,dia cam menyeleweng kan...the second half come the interesting part.there are 7 peoples of sufi yg menari berpusing pusing...mesmerizing!bila tgk lama2 kita yg naik khayal.diorang yg nari tu tak taulah..there are 4 peringkat of pusingan..ok,jap..nak amik ketas dia..haaa..
As the dervishes enter the circle their arms are croosed across their chest.In this position,they resemble a 'one',signifying the Unity of God turned downward.
The sema is a means for human to reach Divine reality.During the first cycle of the sema the dervishes are biewing all the worlds.In the second cycle their whole existence is dissolved within this Divine Unity.During the third cycle the lovers cleanse themselves and reach the level of manurity.In the fourth cycle they arrive at the junction of non-existence within Divine Existence..
huh,penat menaip...ok,br teringat,pagi we all pegi Topkapi Palace.The Palace is huge and menarik because this is the first time that i went to Islamische Lände so cam menarik sebab biasanya tgk church and muzium europe but this time dpt tgk sejarah islam...menariklah palace nie..there's alsoa few peninggalan like letter dakwah from Rasulullah SAW,pedang Khalifah,harta raja and the most interesting part for me is haram..its a place where all womens live in the palace.Selected young and beautifull girls are brought here to learn many things such as kunst und musik and the best among them will be selected to be the wife of sultans..i really wanna know more about haram but the book is so mahal..but i like the way of pemerintahan these sultan because ikut cara islam and theres also masjid in the palace.

13.08.06(Ahad)
the day to go back..we all oso sudah pokai sampai mengire2 syiling=P..shopping punya pasal.yelah,barang murah gile kat sini.we all kene check out kol 1030.so,after check out,,pijalan2 bli souvenir intan bli buku topkapi and nena bli buku resipi.i bli hamas(oppss,hamam) nya kain..wait,i tak mention pon kitorang pi hamam kan?ok,,we did..=)we go try sisha(did i spell it correctly?)(dza terkecuali)sampai pening and kol 6 bertolak balik

~LAPORAN TAMAT~

arghhh

for the second f***ing time.....this time...no more!!!i've just had enuffffff!!!!(cara ramsay berkata2)..yes,i'm addicted to hell's kitchen...go keith baby!!
am tak sabar to start my trip for TURKI!!!!yipppeeeyyy....wanna go shopping..wanna go shopping i love shooppppiinngggg...yeehaaa!!!
beg not packed up yet..tomorrow oso can do...am not working from wed until sunday...dont know wether can make it or not...working on monday..am tired today..am tired..am boring too....well quote for the day...u have to take care of your own self..if not...who else????????moto:sayangilah diri anda...seblom anda menyayangi org lain...wish me a save trip=)

nasi ayam

well...it was pesta nasi ayam last weekend.there are about 12 people in my house berpesta bersama nasi ayam.shikin n auni are going back on sunday.i thought,why not making nasi ayam before they goin back...so,i bought 1 ganze hanchen and 4 schenkel..and other ingredients to cook nasi ayam.suddenly,shikin said that her friends come a bit early and can i cook for 5 people more?.so,why not....that is how it became pesta nasi ayam.we bought some more ingredients ,start peraping(is there a word such as peraping?=P)the ayams on friday night..and wallah...the pesta started...=)

i hate being alone after such a merry party..on suday morning everybody was gone..and me..left alone in this suppose to be two person house.sad..sad..so,after arriving back from airport..i started kemasing umah..i mop the floor,i vacuum,i wash the dishes,i clean the toilet..i even kutip rambut degil on the carpet..and u know what..after that..i felt relieved..i also did the mengemas thing every abis pekse..i guess mengemas rumah did calm and bringt gute laune for me...its weird i know..but who cares??

now me is so malas to go to work..what with this sperren and all..give me headache everytime..but this morning..there's this one guy...he sit next to me in the s bahn..not directly next but on another seat..he guckts mich an..i sense that he was looking my way..i thought why??is he also working in siemens?and it's rude if i didnt notice him isn't?but i dont want to be perasan..so,i keep on listening to my music and throw my look outside..the aura of his eyes is still lingering on me..but me think,lantaklah!..vielleicht my tudung is upside down..who knows?and then we came to eschborn station..he stood up and went to the door..he keep looking at me and suddenly throw a gorgeous smile at me..oh my god...he is gorgeuos...why this gorgeous man smiling at me?..wonder wonder...and he did not work in siemens..but,automatically i smile back at him.and he smile back and he even mau tersadung di pintu bahn apebila mahu keluar..i thought..damn..is there a huge pimple or stain on my face??please not be it..please be the reason he smile at me is because i'm beautiful(ohhh..sungguh perasan..hehhe).then,after turun train he kept looking at me and saying tschuss...!oh my god,do i know him??seriously..do i know him???????people dont say tschuss to each other unless they know each other dont they??or at least they have spoken to each other rite??not wichtig..the important thing is..you did brighten my day today..mr stranger..!=)

a glimpse

well,i'm back...!actually,i've written many post from time to time but i just didnt't manage to publish it.some of the contents are not appropriate for the whole wide world to know.yes,there are not many people who read my blog anymore since me n my close friends already have another zusammen blog but i still love this blog..it's all about me baby!=)
ok,next month is my last month of praktikum.kind of happy and sad about it.i love my job and my friends there.i've learnt a lot there.not only about my aufgabe but also about life.peoples there are great and they treat me nice and warmly.talking about warm..today roman have called thierry and he wants to talk to me.he is nice and all but kind of weird..keep asking about my groom(as a boyfriend...his english is so out of this earth)..and about kissing..what the heck?in the middle of the office?oh my god..i'm so not talking about that on public...=P
thinking of having a retiring(am i??no,no...it should be farewell..klingt besser)party on my last day there.have ordered karipap from kak ina and i think i'll goreng popia and buy brotchen and kase from bakery...mal sehen...
oh yes,mittel september..i'm going back home.shikin will be going back tomorrow and i'll live here alone in frankfurt.life will be kind of boring since francois will also going back on mittel august.nevermind,just enjoying the time we have and he said he'll call me from back home...;)(i just know that everything in his country is so teuer sogar sie verkauf die teursten gerät in der welt...huh,gilo!well he is kaya,so let him be...heheheh)
yesterday,i went jogging at 9pm.it was cool..the weather was nice and the view is breathtaking there in main...note to self:have to go there more frequently...
also got back my lost sony ericsson today.have a letter from ordnungs amt last 2 weeks and they said sumbody have returned my handy...yay!i thought of selling that debab phone since i've already in love with my new handy..
esok auni n kak ina dtg.me wanna masak nasi ayam.already bought ingredients today..have to basuh ayam tonite...hemmm...nanti dululah=P

it was nice..

we have bbq yesterday at saarbrücken.it was nice although the weather ist einsbisschen katastrophe..the kambing was nice and the kuah kacang is lecker.credit to cik fasi kite.after bergrill and sesi menukar seluar(*Wink)..kitorang telah bermain lompat getah..u see...main lompat getah at the age of 24.its interesting to know that u still can jump the getah by the height of your head..(and of course not lut's)...
now,badan sakit sebab semlam jatuh and tapak tangan luka and lutut lebam..but,it was so much fun that its worth having all this kind of luke..=)
tomorrow kene kerje.sangatlah malasnya..

saya di pejabat

lama nya tak update blog nie..memacam happened zwischen last update until today..me skang dh pindah frankfurt.it's fun living in the big city..i mean different from my kampung bingen.there are also many things to discover and do...shopping as one BIG example..now,i cam dh hapal sume kedai kat hauptwache tu...=)..duit pon kuar cam air je=(..luckily dpt gaji,if not..mau makan pasir je kot..

what else to update?hemm,mum nk bli keter baru.me nk balik blan 9 insyaAllah..a few friends got engaged and will be married this holiday..but sebab abis praktikal lambat,so cannot pegi makan nasi minyak diorang..what a pity=(

hemm,tadi lunch makan roti n soup tomato..ingat cam yukky(since this is the first time i've eaten soup tomato)..but,luckily it turn out to be quit nice..the soup is quit spicy actually.i guess cooker buh paprika dlm tu..and as always, me suka roti dia..

today,i'm thinking of going swimming after work..rasa cam badan dh naik..
going to sambung keje..so,until next time..

is he for me?

sile abaikan tajuk..dh ngntuk benarnya nie..tapi,nk gak update.last weekend gi hannover wit kak ina,fifa and bianca...the holiday war gut.we went to zoo and rathaus..chewah,cam karangan skolah je nie..also went to stadium hannover..one of the satdium for fifa game..but cannot buy souvenir cos tutup already..me suke now kat office..but still the works are troublesome..but what do u expect..if goyang kaki only...how can?olrite..off to bed..very2 tired....

lost...

oh...actually despite that tajuk...i`m heppyyyyyyy!!!!got my new phone today..horray!i thought dh tak sempat dpt dis week..luckily encik fitri ade tuk menyambut my new born handy..heheh..axaggerate habis..and..me,unconciously have bought a new winter jacke..i repeat..winter...whatlah...next week should already be spring..but who care rite...?talkin bout saving money..huhuhuh...and i`m making new friends in my office and it always gave me warm feeling to discover the undiscover..such as new friends..there are so much to talk about...arent it?oh...u see..markus have gave me 7 aufgaben..i repeat..7..to finish in three days..i hope i can finish it on time..should i bring my laptop and do my work in zug??i wonder..i wonder.well,me going to hannover tomorrow..have a very nice weekend ok!...and the truth..again..i am really happy...=)alhamdulillah...

party party party

today got party besday for michael and andreas..i like!takdelah boring sgt..makan freee lak tu..ohya,last friday pon party pepisahan pulak.me got tangkap gamba with die andere.so suke..

yohoyeha

saya telah mula berpraktikal..yuuhoo!!!well,its tiring i tell u..i wake up at 6 everyday and be back at home around 730.ayoyo...now i understood how the rest of us felt when they did their practical.well,my job here is to build an oberfläche pro
gramm for siemens using matlab.and..i never use that gui thing in that matlab in my entire life.simulink ,yes i can handle.. but gui???well,gotta mahir kan diri lah kan with that gui thingy.what else to do.and my bos name is markus.he is not married..hehe..but that just my wild guess looking at his hand..heheh

emm..first day working i`m bit tercangak bangak..that siemens is huge..i wonder how big siemens in regensburg is..i bet ur kaki will tercabut doing orentasi bangunan..heheh.. well,been introduced to a few important people who i will be working with and go orentasi bangunan until lunch time.have my lunch with markus...and his friend--forgot already his name..not important.

and today..on my way back, i`ve been diekori oleh seorang mamat ini.i tot he want to chase the train and thinking(what a lembab person this girl in front of me is)..so i kind of lajuing my pace without looking back..suddenly i heard suara behind me said..hai!!u working in siemens arent u?..so,i toleh belakang..and there he is..looking at me with big grin..and then he asked again..u speak german?i said yes..and bermulalah sesi perkenalan kami.he said that he saw me a few times already..apparently we work in the same department..and i dont even notice him..well,me busy u know...no time to usya org.and im the only woman there..and there are around 20 people in my department..cannot cam no more..they look almost the same..he is a uni student doing practical also... for 4 months already.like to play volleyball and so on and so on...then,he told me he like to go to work with me everyday..so,we make a date tomorrow morning..although my time is a bit early for him..i said i can go a bit late..but he insist to go with my time..so..see u tomorrow..... (siap ingatkan 4 kali tu..8.12,gleis c..jangan lupe!!ya..ya..insyaAllah tak lupe)..enuff wit this mamat

me want to tido already..me penat..me bought tudung at tie rack td and me want to iron it and wear it tomorrow.ohhh...emmm...he go see my parents last weekend..still can`t believe it....

no excuse

note to self..do my research..and dont forget to print it..
ok,being a bit hopeless this sem..dont schedule myself good enuff.i hate it when there are so much lompong in my schedule..discipline(time management ) and wawa does not rhyme together..they made a keroncong song if u know what I mean..i tend to be lazy and have that I’m in holiday mode all the time….now,exams are just around the corner and I’m freaking out..duhhh!!
nevermind,that’s what students life all about rite…freaking out,papers,equations,stress,mid night oil,coffee…usw.
I will have my interview on 8th feb.i really(10000x) hope that I got this spot.i guess this is it..if I don’t get this spot,I’ll do my praxis next sem then.i’ve been stop sending my lebenslauf for about two weeks now.and it’s a miracle if I did get another spot for march..hemmm…
Browsing tru friendster just now…wow,now is really a season for mating I guess.here and there I can see shining diamonds and happy faces of my friends.really happy for them.i must say,I really envy their strength to settle down and accept their partner for the rest of their life.they have found their ‘the one’ and pretty damn sure that their partner is the one.. honestly, i’m impress.well,I guess in Malaysia..24 is a very suitable age for getting married or engage.u have finish ur study and now u have start working..marriage is what u are aiming for.i understand that.my sis also got engage around this age.that applies to girls..but boys??i doubt it.call me kolot or whatever..i still think man should at least have their life straighten out before jumping into serious commitment such as marriage.but I guess,its up to them rite?heheh..
Olrite,gotta go drowning myself in that endless equations to find that ‘wirkungsgrad’ now..