frekking cold

today i have a temin mit martina ikert..and markus war nicht da..und das beurteilungsbogen hat er noch nicht erfullen....wargh!!und warum muss ich das borgen zur axel geben??snif snif..am sad...
i've got another invitation today from yantie..she's getting married on 3.9..and i'm not back home until 10.9...again..am sad..me wanna makan nasi minyak.i've told mum,and she said,nevermind..nanti kenduri kita masak nasi minyak ya...and i'm like..mana bleh mak,nasi minyak tuk kenduri kahwin ...and mum like..takpelah...me love my mum..but i think i can go eat nasi minyak kat kedai mamak if there's no kenduri after i go back....(ayat sedih)
i'm waiting for my pilates cd from amazon....for the whole week i've only bina my badan.am malas to go swimming and am malas to go jogging...the weather is frekking cold and all i can think about is food...naja...maybe its not so bad...at least,i'll not be scolded by abah if i gain a few kg before going back home am i?
am missing him...whyla,i hate this feeling...he is all wrong but he is also mr right..i know,i'm suppose to break up with him..and now is like the best time..he is so far away and i am here and i'm also gonna be far away in weeks of time..BUT....i dont know...*sigh*
love is all about loving each other rite...and when i am down he is there..at least he try to be there for me...yes,love make people dumb and do stupid things.did i tell you that people produce the same chemical substance in their body when they are in love as a mad person did??go read national geographic for more...