Semalam,selepas penat seharian berjalan2..kami berhenti berehat sambil makan ice caffee..selesai makan ice cream,we chated sambil saya melayan haziq..tanpa saya sedar,hazimin ambil video saya dari pandangan dia..when we are back at home,dia tunjukkan saya video yang diambil..astaghfirullah..i almost did not believe how bad i looked in the video..
i looked sangat horror..like on a verge of breaking down..i did not noticed when did i changed this much..bag under my eyes,unhealthy complexion of skin,rambut yang serabai and at that time i looked so tired as handling haziq and on a rush to go back home for a rest..rush ..a word that is so common nowadays..uhhh...i asked him how he can still be married to this horrifying woman in the video..haha..
so today,jimin took haziq for a playtime..they went to the autostadt and i suppose to clean the house and do the chores yang semakin menimbun...(well,jimin ask me to rest..but who can rest bile tgk rumah carpet yang perlu di vaccum and baju menggunung yang perlu digosok..hahha)
Researchers revealed that one way to help increase happiness is to keep a gratitude journal. So let's do it:
1)sangat bersyukur kerana got married to a very sabar husband..sangat bersyukur for it everyday..normally after hantar haziq,on the way to the office..i got a free time to think about things clearly..normally i would say to myself..oh,bagus nya jimin this and that...hahaha...i love my husband..i do..obwohl sometimes asik garang je..but yeah,i love him so much
2)sangat bersyukur for haziq...he is such a good boy..always penceria hati mama..like always..if time tu sangat marah pon,but when i am with him..memang tak kan rasa marah langsung..
3)for my work..obwohl sometimes the burden are too much and whenever i saw a lady my age working as a cashier or kerja salesgirl..rasa macam bestnya..mesti tk stress sgt kerja dia..but i know mesti ada stressnya jugak..but still,rumput jiran memang lagi hijau dari rumput aku..hahah
ok tu dia..now it is time to take care of myself back..nak cantik2 balik macam dulu..fighting wawa!
1 comment:
wawa! rinduuuuuu
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