~Emotion is what drives us, but logic and intelligence is what should be steering us~

Don't u think the poster said it all??

Yesterday..saya sergej and michael(the whole sitz team,excluding tino yang in urlaub)telah ke VW.My first time actually..Sergej n michael maybe dh tk heran..tp saya cam jakun sedikit..plus,they both discuss the project that i made..my own rechnungen..its not that hard actually,i guess if derang sembang dalam english,saya dah lama dah boleh pegang projek sendiri..cewah...nevertheless,i am still not motivated.I still feel stupid ...no,the stupidest to be exact ..all the time..

Tomorrow,the whole CAE team will travel to Fulda for our annually CAE Meeting...my company is so miskin that we even have to use our Holiday or überstunden for tomorrow..no more annual dinner sponsor by the company..no more slept over hotel provided by Edag..how bad is that?i just hope it will getting better next year...what we heard from VW,it will be better..but what we heard from EDAG higher management is the other way around..jangan miskin sagat boleh tak?

What is your dream??

enough with the negative aura...lets go back to be the normal ceria azura(ewah..)hehe..i just finish saw hanayori dango the movie...suka!lambat gila tau yang hana yori dango ade movie albeit peminat domyoji and the series...tapi dlm movie ni saya suka Rui!sikit je actually scene yang ada dia since the motive of the movie is more about menguji kekuatan cinta makino and domyoji..sejak menonton cerita Crows Zero,saya agak jatuh hati dengan Rui..(saya harap Rinda man tak marah..*wink*)

malam semalam saya tonton cerita korea bertajuk missing..emosi benar saya lepas itu..benci lelaki yang merogol dan menyiksa perempuan...patut disula saja(eh,kembali emosi pula)..kesian la..lelaki dalam cerita tu memang saiko..bunuh bapak sendiri at the age of 16,pastu bagi pigs makan..pastu bila dia kena tinggal ngan bini dia..dia bertambah saiko..seksa,perkosa and bunuh perempuan2 yang datang ke tempat dia..abuser gila la..nauzubillah la..minta dijauhkan orang2 macam ni dari kita..sebab memang ade orang2 saiko macam ni..baca tak paper pasal penjual tebu yang dera pembantu rumah dia tu?scary gila..

mulai hari ni saya dan hazimin nak diet...kurangkan makan,jaga pemakanan..lebihkan bersukan..saya nak kembali la buat yoga 3 kali seminggu..kembali nak dapatkan berat badan lama..dah naik 4,5 kilo dah ni..and saya dah makin selesa plak tu..tak boleh jadi ni..belum kahwin dah rasa selesa dengan kenaikan berat badan..nanti dah kahwin payahla if tak jaga badan..hazimin cari lain nanti,saya juga susah..tapi hazimin tak buat cam tu kan?;)saya pon harapnya boleh jaga ketrampilan diri dengan baik lepas kahwin nanti insyaAllah..

Hari ni kami cuba crepes kat kedai aiskrim belakang rumah saya..enaknya masyaAllah...the first time i ate crepes di kedai ice cream..biasanya hanya di funfair or weichnachtsmarkt...i had crepes with vanilla sauce and he had with caramel sauce..both served with vanilla ice...yummy..!sweet treats for ourselves before starting the postponed diet tomorrow...

oh,forgot to mention..i went for blutspende(derma darah) on last Friday...first time derma darah...saya dah ingat diorang akan ambil berpin2..takut juga sebab hanya lunch kek gula hangus je hari tu..tapi actually,for first timer,diorang hanya ambil 4 bekas kecil darah saya..rasanya tak sampai pon 250ml..first time lepas derma darah..kalau kat Malaysia,selalunya either tak lepas berat badan or my blood tak cukup iron..selalu je frust tak dapat derma darah(sebab nampak cam syok je baring derma darah tu..walaupon scary skit ngn part penusukan jarum tu)..harapnya my blood will be a help to people who is in need..


lol,tadi takde idea nak tulis..last2 banyak la plak saya membebel..hehe