dont judge me,because i dont judge you

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my kollegin itu adelah pelik...saya tak berapa suka dia..atau adekah saya yang pelik?
berschulung dengannya membuatkan saya stress dan mahu terbang pulang balik ke malaysia...dia baru bekerja sehari dan sebelum ini dia bekerja sebagai pembantu di klinik,mengapa dia mahu tunjuk hebat dan bercerita itu ini tentang kami di wolfsburg pada rakan sekerja di russelsheim sedangkan dia tidak tahu menahu?adekah 13 org pekerja di wolfsburg tiba2 boleh menjadi 18 orang hanya kerana dia tidak tahu mengira?argh..saya stress dibuatnya....saya tinggal di frankfurt 6 bulan,manekah mungkin saya tidak tahu yang anda tidak perlu menaiki zug dari frankfurt main (tief) ke frankfurt main??bagaimana mahu membina zug jika jaraknya hanya setingkat lif??stress..saya stress....

sekarang saya hanya mahu menemani emak yang saya sangat sayang dengan sepenuh hati saya...

jika tidak memikirkan mahu membantu keluarga ,saya mahu pulang sekarang juga...sekarang!!...saya buat masa ini benci berdinner dengan germans yang memenatkan otak saya....saya benci...=(

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when it come to relationship...i surrrender with plain white big flag...

i am

-always attracted (for some reason which is mysterious to me)..to a wrong guy ..

-always push away someone who can be categorized as a not wrong guy..

and wrong guy always attracted to me (ayat perasan)

jadinya...?

am i?

i finished working at 19:40 today..i thought i am not the last one in our office,but actually i was.i was so hypnotized with the model that i did not notice how times fly by very quickly.i also felt a bit bersalah because i made some mistakes with yesterday model and i end up the whole day correcting the model back..stupid aquivalencce node..!i suppose tino already planed the schedule with the work for me,so today he gave me new model at 17pm and he want to present it at 10 tomorrow...i half finished it today,supppose tomorrow i will rush to do the karosserie part for the sitzt...hemm.....i love my job..i think i am crazy...huhu


i want to build my brand new regal but mengetuk2 20 paku at 23 is absolutely not a good thing right??so i guess the regal have to wait until tomorrow..
when i look back at the picture,i think i've gained some weight...what happened??arghh,saiko...
it have been weeks since i went swimming...maybe that is why...hemmm....

p/s:heute i realized that when u have been doing meshing for a long time,u can be hypnotized with the rectangular that u can see the angle in two dimension....weird weird....erkk,do i sound like a nerd??huhuhu
p/s 2:i am waiting ...

euro 2008

i missed the first game because i went shopping for summer clothes in hannover.i love watching german played yesterday,mainly because ballack was there..hehe..i am rooting for him and germany since his team lost to manchester and i am menghormati and menjiwai(???) tempat ku menetap..(apekah??)how can i not,our abteilung have our own euro 2008 site !!

oh,i got my red sofa and black tisch today...the table was a bit damage..i am not satisfied,but i am so lazy to return them back to ikea.i dont have a car..i dont want to carry the table to ikea which is like 1hr from my place..so ,i just end up building it.

we went to herren häusen gärten in hannover..it was beautiful..and i asked one stupid q..q that i should not ask...because it does not matter anyway...

ansa schulung

i was at ingolstadt the past 3 days..i attended ansa schulung given by ansa staff.it was cool,informative,interesting and some part boring.it was my first schulung.i am new with the software and i actually used it only for a month.i learnt a lot and surprisingly next week i will also go for another software schulung.this time medina.....anke told me today that it was quit rare for a new staff to be sent for a schulung like that.i am honoured.she said that for one person it can cost up to 1000 euro...ok..ok...i will be a good girl and do my job with my all heart....

i stayed at one hotel near edag and to my surprise,my college who work in wolfsburg also stay there(he works 3 days in ingolstadt and 2 days in wolfsburg)..so after the schulung we went dinner together...we visited audi and at that time what come into my mind is automotive industry is sure a huge business.....

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we had a sommerfest today...it was fun and the weather was quit nice ...in ingolstadt it was raining on the day i went back but here...the sun shine can blind u..huhuhu


regarding work....why is tino super clever,super fast and extremely kind?i wish i can be like him in these few years .... martin is in a holiday....i miss his glance everytime i get coffee..*erk*


ohh...i am looking forward to this weekend.we will do some travel...i hope it will be fun..=)